It's always like this isn't it???

[sasnaks_finest]

So remember Tyler?? I know you do Sarah...we love Lamb of God
So anyways, we've been friends since we were little and of course, that always has to progress into something more than that.
It never fails
So we were together, we weren't together.
It's been that way for what seems like forever now.
Anyways, we're together I guess you could say now.
This weekend, he's flying me out to see him and we're staying in D.C...well right outside
And it's gonna be just us...
That's a little scary
So we talk everyday...I don't talk to anyone everyday(not even my Sarah) but it's mostly because I hate phone conversations
I dunno why, I just feel like all the "something" is gone---dunno what it is.
Anyways, we talk everyday, mostly about nothing, so I don't even know why I care for these conversations, but then he says it...
"I love you"
Are you fucking kidding me?!?!?!?!
There are honestly no words for how much Tyler makes me happy and it's really obvious, but I just don't want this to be like every other time for us.
We're good...we're great for a long time and then BAM!!! Something always has to change...
I guess this weekend will be the big test---
Will us...alone...in D.C change things??
Stay tuned...