It's been awhile...
so i hardly every update this thing anymore. it's probably because i have ZERO time to myself anymore. ever since the car accident and monica having to go back to oklahoma to get surgery and what have you, jen has stayed here because she doesn't like staying at ellsworth where she actually lives. now i love jen, but by god i don't wanna be with anyone that much. and she dropped 2 of her classes to be in 2 of mine, so i can't even get away from her then. it's actually really annoying because i really do want my alone time. it's always me and jen, and then randomly add tiffany or whomever else in there, so i'm never able to do my own thing which causes me to act like a bitch outta nowhere because i just get fed up with it. oh and so nik, had a little crush on him...blah blah blah. no biggie, whatever. when jen would go to work, thomas would get way excited and be like "yes! we can party without jen causing drama!" so i'd always hang out with the guys and it was chill and the other guys that i'd meet loved me. so nik and i got to hanging out, but of course jen is actually one of those friends that i always seem to get that kinda cock blocks and then steals. now, nik was never mine, i'm aware of this, but i swear to god he was calling or texting me all the time and then bam! jen intercepts and i don't talk to him anymore and all of a sudden he's like hey jen i wanna take you out for valentines. now make the shittiest holiday ever even more shittier because then she had the nerve to be like so nik wants to take me out, i should get andy(nik's roommate, my friend) to take you out! to which i replied "fuck that, i'm watching house & idols. i fucking hate valentines day" anyways, jen finally went home but she'll be back tonight so we can hang out of course. i hate my life. oh and she's quitting her job so she never has to be gone another weekend...yay(yank!) what else has been happening aside from me being annoyed?? umm i never hang out with ashley anymore because of ray. love ray, yes, but let's be for real, who wants to spend that much time with anyone??? especially since ashley used to never want to, but i don't really know ashley anymore. and i'll tell her this and she'll be like you never call me to hang out and i'll reply with yes i do ash, and then you'll come hang out but you'll be either on your phone or texting ray to come over so we get to hang out for about 20 mins before you ditch me to make out or whatever with ray. so me and thomas invited ray to play beer pong with us and he brought his partner/frat brother. so i met his other frat brother brian. first thing we do is get into a fight, i don't even remember what about, but then we eventually decided we liked each other because i was like umm your best friend stole my best friend from me and he was like no i'm pretty sure your best friend stole ray from me. then we hung out the rest of the night blah blah, he's cool & nice, but despite ray & ashley telling me to hook up with him, i refuse because a)he's a frat boy and b)i am not trying to turn into a ray/ashley. but yeah, never see ashley because of ray. thomas started dating this girl like 2 weeks ago. i like her sure, but i never get to see thomas anymore because of her. now she loves me, she HATES ashley and jen because of thomas. katie is a big giant shit stirrer and thomas refuses to believe that because he just automatically assumes ashley and jen start shit. jen, yes. ashley, no. and this time neither of them did anything. basically romantic relationships are ruining my friendships. thanks fuckers. i'm gonna go sit and watch tv until it's an appropriate time for me to start drinking before grown & sexy.