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I have one fear: that James and Sarah will have to move as soon as I get there.
Hm.
They have been stationed in Witchita for a year now so...a move so soon is highly unlikely to happen. BUT I am a parinoid freak. So, I'm going to have to call up Sarah tomorrow to figure out a Plan B...just in case.
BUT PLAN A IS AGO! I pack and leave as soon as I get my next couple of checks! Mrs. G said she will be able to transfer me so I have a job waiting! And Sarah and I are excited about being roomies (again). I misses my Sarah. ^_^
I also fear Tyler backing out of his promise last minute and me having to depend on Catie or someone to take me up to Witchita Falls. I told him this and he assured me he wouldn't break his promise but he sounds like he's going to regret taking me up there.
I don't know if what I am doing is the right choice.
Everything seems like it would be better. I'd be away from my main stress (family), I have a job and a ride to said job (James is going to help me buy a car) and I have my best friend/practically twin sister and all the reason in the world to move. My family doesn't understand why I am moving and my cousin thinks I am making her mistakes. I really want to get away from her. She doesn't try to give me "advice" anymore...I never ask for it anymore either. We avoid eachother as much as possible and the fight hasn't been mentioned. I refuse to ask her for any rides anywhere...
I am not dropping out of college. I am in my second year and I have enouh credits to transfer I hope to a University of my choice as soon as I save enough money and get myself situated. I still want to get a Masters in English. I may even Minor in Buisness Management so I can open up my own Publishing Company or something! I want to be a litterary agent for sure though...and an editor.
My friend Katie asked me if I wanted to be a bridesmaid in her wedding yesterday! I was happy. Chessa and I got to thinking who we'd have in our weddings (if they ever happened). I finally figured out that I want Tyler as my Maid of Honor and no one else. Teehee...
Sarah would be a good choice for a Maid of Honor but I don't want her in my wedding because I wasn't in hers. I didn't even get to see her walk down the isle. I'm still iritated about that...I'm not holding a grudge though. Really, I'm not.
But I figured Tyler as my Maid of Honor would be fair, haha. I texted him at work yesterday saying that I wanted him to be my Maid of Honor at my wedding if I ever got married. Go figure, he never responded back to my text. ;)
lol here I am gushing about weddings when I don't want one and when I don't even have a boyfriend.
I still have a few doubts about moving but I know if I don't move I will always regret never taking the chance.