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Ugh. Tyler is irritating online.
Or maybe I'm just too used to carrying out a conversation over IM or email. I'm on facebook not even two minutes ago just talking to Jacob because he's fun and distracting. And then I see Tyler gets online. I haven't seen Tyler since that last time I called him and he, Kira and I hung out. I have no idea if we're fighting or not and that's pissing me off.
He posted a status on facebook basically saying how much he's bummed out that he can't be with his family for more than three days over the break (I feel bad because Tyler is very family oriented and he is feeling homesick I think) and he thinks people should stop complaining about how horrible their breaks have been so far or something. Yeah, he was pissed and I sort of have a feeling that that status was directed at me.
But he hasn't texted or called me in days and that concerns me. I tried inviting him to hang out with me, Ashley and Adam and everyone at Carinos for dinner and he sent me this really long message that made me roll my eyes in response.
I think he is mad at me because of my choice to move. But it's not like he is the only thing that will keep me at TJC. I love him, yeah, but I don't desperatly need him in my life or anything.
I'd just like to know what he's pissed off about and if I had anything to do with pissing him off. It's like I said, I don't go to him harrassing him about my problems so I don't see why he should get mad at me for.
fml. I reallyreallyreally miss his hugs.
But yeah, so I see he comes online and I start the conversation off with "So, my friend is pregnant, Kira isn't coming back to choir next semester either and I really miss your hugs. How's your break?"
It takes this guy a good twenty minutes (in which he got on and offline twice) to respond back with a "WHAT???"
I proceeded to tell him that the first thing I just found out yesterday and Kira just told me that she was taking a semester off today. AND THAT WAS THE END OF THAT CONVERSATION. UGH.
I'm just kind of sick of it. I have so much stress in my life right now, and I try not to complain I really do but I am just not happy and no material item would fix that so I have no idea what the fuck to do. People joke about being depressed all the time. I really think I am. And Tyler is not making anything easier for me by being mad. UGH.
Or maybe I'm just too used to carrying out a conversation over IM or email. I'm on facebook not even two minutes ago just talking to Jacob because he's fun and distracting. And then I see Tyler gets online. I haven't seen Tyler since that last time I called him and he, Kira and I hung out. I have no idea if we're fighting or not and that's pissing me off.
He posted a status on facebook basically saying how much he's bummed out that he can't be with his family for more than three days over the break (I feel bad because Tyler is very family oriented and he is feeling homesick I think) and he thinks people should stop complaining about how horrible their breaks have been so far or something. Yeah, he was pissed and I sort of have a feeling that that status was directed at me.
But he hasn't texted or called me in days and that concerns me. I tried inviting him to hang out with me, Ashley and Adam and everyone at Carinos for dinner and he sent me this really long message that made me roll my eyes in response.
I think he is mad at me because of my choice to move. But it's not like he is the only thing that will keep me at TJC. I love him, yeah, but I don't desperatly need him in my life or anything.
I'd just like to know what he's pissed off about and if I had anything to do with pissing him off. It's like I said, I don't go to him harrassing him about my problems so I don't see why he should get mad at me for.
fml. I reallyreallyreally miss his hugs.
But yeah, so I see he comes online and I start the conversation off with "So, my friend is pregnant, Kira isn't coming back to choir next semester either and I really miss your hugs. How's your break?"
It takes this guy a good twenty minutes (in which he got on and offline twice) to respond back with a "WHAT???"
I proceeded to tell him that the first thing I just found out yesterday and Kira just told me that she was taking a semester off today. AND THAT WAS THE END OF THAT CONVERSATION. UGH.
I'm just kind of sick of it. I have so much stress in my life right now, and I try not to complain I really do but I am just not happy and no material item would fix that so I have no idea what the fuck to do. People joke about being depressed all the time. I really think I am. And Tyler is not making anything easier for me by being mad. UGH.