screwedness is only the beginning.
Whilst I originally had planned on bludging the first year of uni and all to counterbalance the angst that was the HSC, I realise now my plan has a small, yet profound flaw:
I'm fucking screwed.
My room is in a state of disarray. I don't pay as much attention as I should in lectures and tutorials. On top of that, when I get home I always either log on the net where I spend several hours doing stuff ...that half I can't even remember. Oh, and I also have a new job [I'll stop bragging about it ... soon. You'll have to bear with me till then.]
So, I ask myself again, and you, the readers/lurkers ... what the fuck am I doing here typing about procrastinating, [when I am yet again doing that exactly] when I have so little free time on my hands? Strangely enough, I don't really feel all that stressed. Maybe I should. Or maybe I already am that feeling stressed doesn't feel stressed, but is the normal way that I feel? Hmmm.
Moving on though. I'm thinking of getting a new blog ...cause as Kristie said before, LJ offers too little customisation features. Yes, since 2003-06-29 16:04:32 ....
holy shit. I've been here for more than 2 years.
... that hasn't really bothered me, but nowadays I see blogs that are so unique in their design ...and I want one too. I mean I could awkwardly try again to design a layout, but they always end up looking shit. The only other blogs I can think of are
- Xanga
- blogspot
And sadly ... that's about it. I'm sure there's MILLIONS but yes.
Gah. I'm gonna go look for more LJ icons.
[Thus the never-ending cycle of procrastinating is put on full-speed again]
I'm fucking screwed.
My room is in a state of disarray. I don't pay as much attention as I should in lectures and tutorials. On top of that, when I get home I always either log on the net where I spend several hours doing stuff ...that half I can't even remember. Oh, and I also have a new job [I'll stop bragging about it ... soon. You'll have to bear with me till then.]
So, I ask myself again, and you, the readers/lurkers ... what the fuck am I doing here typing about procrastinating, [when I am yet again doing that exactly] when I have so little free time on my hands? Strangely enough, I don't really feel all that stressed. Maybe I should. Or maybe I already am that feeling stressed doesn't feel stressed, but is the normal way that I feel? Hmmm.
Moving on though. I'm thinking of getting a new blog ...cause as Kristie said before, LJ offers too little customisation features. Yes, since 2003-06-29 16:04:32 ....
holy shit. I've been here for more than 2 years.
... that hasn't really bothered me, but nowadays I see blogs that are so unique in their design ...and I want one too. I mean I could awkwardly try again to design a layout, but they always end up looking shit. The only other blogs I can think of are
- Xanga
- blogspot
And sadly ... that's about it. I'm sure there's MILLIONS but yes.
Gah. I'm gonna go look for more LJ icons.
[Thus the never-ending cycle of procrastinating is put on full-speed again]