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I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!!! My parents are having some friends over to play cards so i can't go out...Well i wanted Josh to come over and he was all for it until i told him we wouldnt be able to do anything cause mom and dad and all their friends would be here...he'd rather go do somehting fun...and I realy wanted to talk to someone tonight...him especialy...about what im feeling and stuff ahhh i just i like him alot im nto over him but at the same time i dont want him...i realy wanted to talk abotu those things tonight and it would of been perfect cause mom and dad would of seen that we wouldnt do anything. wtvr...I hate not getting over him as fast as i wish i could of...like we didnt go out that long but i miss him. I just feel like crying right now!! AHHHHHHHH