Feb 17, 2006 18:48
I know I know...long time!! But not much had happend...no thats a like a lot did but it doesnt matter anymore what matters is that im grounded and totaly pissed off about it! There are two reasons for this...
ONE!
On Monday I think not sure...I got home nothing special you know...my dad had a bad day at work which ment he was going to be in a bad mood...so i decided not to do anything to piss him off...my brother comes home and takes the digital camera and screws it up...guess who dad balmes...ME!!! and he wouldnt stop bitching to me about it and I was like what the hell did I do I didnt touch it...and my brother wasnt backing me up either...so I kind of just went to my room pissed off at my father...Then mom walks in and she was like did you call Steph yet(not even and hi hows it oging ok and i was pissed byt then) Steph is organising some thing for charity and its like a bunch of ppl from 12 to 18 years old singing right...well I didnt realy want to do it because well i dont know I just didnt realy feel like doing it...and then she started like tellign me i was childish cause i didnt want to do it and shit and i exploded I could ake it I walked out of the house calling my mom a bitch...and left for a couple of hours or so...When i came back home i took a bath and locked myself in my room! Thats it for reason 1
TWO!
I got realy shitty on my repport card it's as simple as that...Mom started crying and shit and I was like uhhr no not anymore and decided I just didnt give a shit about how she felt right then and there because its my future not hers...I mean I wasnt proud of my grades either but I mean she has to understand that my french wasnt challenging enough so i didnt bother trying and I dont get history...the rest was fine i was proud of myself for the rest...
Now I have a question for you guys who are reading and I realy want an honest answer...What do you do when a guy leads you on you start to like him and then he says well I like someone else? And an other one...What do you when you feel used by a friend of yours...who hasnt talked to you in a long time and only wants you arround when they need something from you?