a real good time with dieselsweetie last night
we were set to hang last night, according to her infernal organizer, which i still flatly distrust. but we talked through a bunch of things, and decided pretty clearly that where we are is where we should be. friends, not lovers. got coconut water IN A COCONUT. it still cost far too much, but yummm. they gave me a spoon to scoop out the coco flesh, too
julia and i are gonna go on a little (little) tour of NM before she leaves. i like being friends again, and not angry or indignant. still, last night i felt like a bit of an old man at times.
in this cloud of 8:30 am, i'm glad it's over. i'm glad there's no one to take her place. for 8:30 am, anyway.
julia and i are gonna go on a little (little) tour of NM before she leaves. i like being friends again, and not angry or indignant. still, last night i felt like a bit of an old man at times.
in this cloud of 8:30 am, i'm glad it's over. i'm glad there's no one to take her place. for 8:30 am, anyway.