May 27, 2005 17:19
so jordan likes ashley, and i really think that
this is exatlly how it was last time bfor we broke up he was with ashley and flirting alot
and he was like i love you i don't like her then BOOM he break up with me
and people told me they were flirting today becuase i was on the link field trip and yeah that pissed me off a little and then Spencer is the biggest ass ever and i don't care if i ever talk to him agian and life at home isn't the best right now and i REALLY can't take this im so confused. and i just wish they would stop flirting and me and other people think that ariel wants asheley and jordan to go out becuase he hates me for some reason? (so i heard) i donno and other people think he likes her and i just don't know what i should do becuase if i were to break up with him he would be with ashley MORE and i would be sooo upset more than i am now but if i don't break up with ihim im jsut going to get hurt more so im stuck eaither way. he's been acting weird latley and i just don't know...i know i always say i don't care that they are friends, just when they are always talking and flirt and he lies to me about her. but NOW i wish they just wern't friend at all becuase Jordan obvisly can't make up his mind and it just makes me way too upset and they piss me off. seriously they are together now more than ever and the other day jordan goes "i want to be close with ashley" and that just made me ball my eyes out i coudln't take it that made me soo upset bcuase this time is worse than last i just want everythign to be gone and done with
sorry im just taking up your friends page