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fuck shit piss ass hell .........stompie stompie.....the metal on my boots sounds like good industrial thrash music as i kick things!!!!! the clink clink clank makes me smile.......i sometimes wish it was your head.......only sometimes though.
i feel so lost lately, like im just floating around in this bag of skin and im trapped where i cant find an exit......or myself ......
where has your life gone when you ignore standards you set in place a long time ago?!
or when you become so numb and bored that youll try ANYTHING just to have a distraction?
or when you wonder what old enemies are up to....
or where people you once loved are.......
or when you want to tell the few people that you know are your friends that you are going away and will never see them again? ...and you actually mean it?
i want to curl up inside the skin that is too big for me and cry myself to sleep
i feel so lost lately, like im just floating around in this bag of skin and im trapped where i cant find an exit......or myself ......
where has your life gone when you ignore standards you set in place a long time ago?!
or when you become so numb and bored that youll try ANYTHING just to have a distraction?
or when you wonder what old enemies are up to....
or where people you once loved are.......
or when you want to tell the few people that you know are your friends that you are going away and will never see them again? ...and you actually mean it?
i want to curl up inside the skin that is too big for me and cry myself to sleep