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Well today I woke up extremely too early around 530am couldnt get back to sleep seems to be a new growing trend with me and getting earlier each time :( /sigh
got up cleaned house and met Brian for lunch came home finished cleaning house haha and doing the laundry.
Brian is picking up the boys he will have them this weekend while I work all weekend :)
Not looking fwd to going back to work its so hard to get enough to eat when Im at work :( but I will do whatever I have to I guess not like I can take a protein shake into work but will figure out somefin!!
Talked to ash alot yesterday she seems so down :( and I know exactly how she feels
We have been so close only her and I for so long it feels as if part of me is actually missing.... a huge part
But hopefully for her she can adjust and things will be better for her. I love her with all my heart and only want her happiness thats all I have ever wanted for her.
I do worry so about her tho with her being gone... I just miss her hugz and her laugh the most
Hopefully things get better for her will take me much longer Im sure but thats cuz IM THE MOMMIE :D haha lol
anyways we are going out for pizza tonight so I need to make myself presentable :P
later all
got up cleaned house and met Brian for lunch came home finished cleaning house haha and doing the laundry.
Brian is picking up the boys he will have them this weekend while I work all weekend :)
Not looking fwd to going back to work its so hard to get enough to eat when Im at work :( but I will do whatever I have to I guess not like I can take a protein shake into work but will figure out somefin!!
Talked to ash alot yesterday she seems so down :( and I know exactly how she feels
We have been so close only her and I for so long it feels as if part of me is actually missing.... a huge part
But hopefully for her she can adjust and things will be better for her. I love her with all my heart and only want her happiness thats all I have ever wanted for her.
I do worry so about her tho with her being gone... I just miss her hugz and her laugh the most
Hopefully things get better for her will take me much longer Im sure but thats cuz IM THE MOMMIE :D haha lol
anyways we are going out for pizza tonight so I need to make myself presentable :P
later all