Happy Birthday to me

Oct 17, 2005 22:17

I turned 23 today. It was so not exciting. Though I did get a digital camera. I don't really care about my bday...probably because no one else cares about it. I've never ever had anyone really care about my bday. I've never had a surprise party. I've never had my locker decorated in Junior High or High School. My 21st bday I had to buy my friend drinks. It's just hard to get excited about something when you know nothing is going to happen. And yes, I am aware of how very woe as me this all sounds.

Also, Ken had the balls to tell Matt to wish me a happy birthday. Why would he even think that I want to hear that from him. HE WAS FUCKING CHEATING ON ME!! Doesn't he understand that I hate him. I hate him so much I can barely stand to hear the name Ken. He's a lying, cheating, fat, hairy, neaderthal with a small dick and a smaller brain. He's never going to do a damn thing with his pathetic little life. He's gonna bounce from job to job because he's never going to finish school since he's going to pour every damn dime he has into his stupid ass car. I have never regretted anything more in my life. I would rather have dated Lewis or Peter again. They were just ignorant. Ken was completely intentional. I want to hurt him...no I want knowscandy to hurt him. She's way more creative than me.
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