My first sick day
Ew, so I either have food poisoning or the stomach flu. It doesn't really matter because both are equally unpleasant. So, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm really unhappy. I'm not really sure why I'm unhappy, I'm just unhappy. My job is so stressful and all I ever hear about is what I'm doing wrong. I don't think I'm even doing anything right. I've been thinking very strongly about quitting, which will kill any chance I'll ever have for finding a new job. I'm sure the sub was the teacher who took over the room, and I'm sure I'm going to hear about how terrible everything was. I try so hard to be happy on the outside while I feel like part of me is dying on the inside. My facade is starting to falter. I just want to know what I can do to be happy again.