"This is the first day of the rest of my life" Isn't that everyday?
It's time to start living and NOW.
I have been having a non-metaphorical, REAL heartache all day long....that's not good. I'll get this weird paine every like 20 minutes.....uh oh.
Yet I continue to jump around my house all day, in a temporary high while fantasizing about the person I'd like to be and the life I'd like to live. Out of breath 90% of the day, prolly giving myself chronic fatigue syndrome, not helping this bizarre heart thing; it's time. I need to pull myself together. Stop spacing out half my days in the fantasy world that I've created, and start creating my real-life euphoria.
NOW.
I say this to myself everyday. But oh, oh I need to change. I don't even know how I dug myself into the mental hole I did this semester and how to get myself out of it.
But times are a changing, and I hope I can too.
Anyways, I'm on a mission to meet more people this semester and make more friends and close friends at that.
I have been having a non-metaphorical, REAL heartache all day long....that's not good. I'll get this weird paine every like 20 minutes.....uh oh.
Yet I continue to jump around my house all day, in a temporary high while fantasizing about the person I'd like to be and the life I'd like to live. Out of breath 90% of the day, prolly giving myself chronic fatigue syndrome, not helping this bizarre heart thing; it's time. I need to pull myself together. Stop spacing out half my days in the fantasy world that I've created, and start creating my real-life euphoria.
NOW.
I say this to myself everyday. But oh, oh I need to change. I don't even know how I dug myself into the mental hole I did this semester and how to get myself out of it.
But times are a changing, and I hope I can too.
Anyways, I'm on a mission to meet more people this semester and make more friends and close friends at that.