Aug 20, 2003 01:20
I returned from camp three days ago. What great times I had. I learned to how to think for others instead of only myself. Camp was now not only about pleasing myself, but about providing for those campers for which I was responsible for. I became more a part of camp. I worked, I performed, I made friends with those far different from me. A sharp adjustment from past years, but with wondrous benefits. It sucks how while I was there I'd focus on reaching complete harmony between all the CA's. I wanted us to be a unit- all of us to be friends on equal terms. I wanted things to be perfect when that goal is just never going to be met. I'm now sitting at home in total confusion. I want to be back at camp. I'd often feel this extreme sense of sufocation under the restraints of the Camp Lousie campus. I now feel that sense even more, yet I am at home. I have so much fucking work to get out of the way before school starts.
All is good though.....I expect to make the most of the upcoming school year.
This post is soooo predictabley Jocey....nostalgia, compalints, and plans for the future.
My name is Mikey, what can I say?