Babble babble bitch bitch II
How can I not smell your lie
Through the smoke and arrogance."
I'm wondering if I went ahead of myself again and this was a one time thing and another meet up was just talk. Also, I'm thinking I messed up with this one, because it was frustrating probably more for him even though it was funny as well. I seem to have that kind of luck.
And with another I'm trying to be nonchalant about the situation but it might have put him off. It's not like I'm looking for anything steady but I still think I should at least get some reply and not 2 weeks later, or a month. What is it that I'm not worth a answer or form of contact? Again, I'm not looking for messages or constant approval for everyday. Just something...
Why must this be difficult? I'm not looking for a relationship. Ugh.
Work isn't that bad in the morning. I just have a bit of trouble waking up and get moving but I'm on time. My legs aren't as tired as they would be with the evening shift, which is weird, because it's the same hours and pretty much the same 'walking' distance. And so far, coworkers pretty much tell me that I've been done for the past 5 minutes, so it passes by quickly, more so than the evening, which is nice. I can't but nap when I get home, not long but to catch up on morning sleep; but it doesn't help with sleeping early, I just can't wait that long to sleep early, I'll end up doing too early and then up at 4am. And I definitely do not want that.
I should nap now. I have a long double shift tomorrow. 10-2, and then catch the 2:30 bus to get ready for work at 4-12. I'm buying a Monster energy drink, I don't care...I'm not going to be able to function that properly. -lol-
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Through the smoke and arrogance."
I'm wondering if I went ahead of myself again and this was a one time thing and another meet up was just talk. Also, I'm thinking I messed up with this one, because it was frustrating probably more for him even though it was funny as well. I seem to have that kind of luck.
And with another I'm trying to be nonchalant about the situation but it might have put him off. It's not like I'm looking for anything steady but I still think I should at least get some reply and not 2 weeks later, or a month. What is it that I'm not worth a answer or form of contact? Again, I'm not looking for messages or constant approval for everyday. Just something...
Why must this be difficult? I'm not looking for a relationship. Ugh.
Work isn't that bad in the morning. I just have a bit of trouble waking up and get moving but I'm on time. My legs aren't as tired as they would be with the evening shift, which is weird, because it's the same hours and pretty much the same 'walking' distance. And so far, coworkers pretty much tell me that I've been done for the past 5 minutes, so it passes by quickly, more so than the evening, which is nice. I can't but nap when I get home, not long but to catch up on morning sleep; but it doesn't help with sleeping early, I just can't wait that long to sleep early, I'll end up doing too early and then up at 4am. And I definitely do not want that.
I should nap now. I have a long double shift tomorrow. 10-2, and then catch the 2:30 bus to get ready for work at 4-12. I'm buying a Monster energy drink, I don't care...I'm not going to be able to function that properly. -lol-
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