Try the priest
More rants. But you can skip to the end for rambles at **
I shouldn’t be complaining on having abilities to watch free videos online, but when I get “This video is not available in your country” is ridiculous, especially if it’s just a clip, or music or something, not something that would scar me or disgust me. Bah. This is me ranting.
So I don’t know why everyone is going crazy over the holidays. I mean, mine is always the same. True there are some good things to the visits but most of them end up with too many questions. If I were having a better job, I would. If I was with someone, don’t you think I would have brought him?? And I’m still annoyed at the fact that once I visit one of the parental units, word of it gets around and then the guilt speech; why didn’t you visit me, you already visited them more than me. Seriously, over 10-15 years of this bullshit. I’m getting tired of it. So it’s always me, stressing over who to visit and how to get there. One parent can’t travel, so there’s one thing that I’m understanding, but it doesn’t mean that I’m taking sides. They don’t understand that it’s over a month’s rent to get there, and that’s over 2 weeks of full work shifts. I can’t take more than a week’s worth of days off, otherwise it’ll be short on bills/rent. You know what I want for X-mas this year from them? How about money to get there. I don’t want to go down and PICK up my gifts even though I don’t want them anymore, I’d be just happy with a gift card for like food or something, or a card with nothing.
So apparently with this kind of talk, it makes me ungrateful of what they’ve done for me. It’s the opposite. I am grateful, but I don’t appreciate the guilt trips and the childish behavior. -sighs- There’s isn’t much of it yet, but as the holidays get closer, it will. I’ve already had the questions on what I want. As much as I want to go visit during the holidays, it looks like I might have to wait until afterwards. I don’t want to go through the hustle and bustle of many people at once going.
I dread the holidays. Always. I need a week off of everything.
And oh gods the music in the malls!! Lol It seems every time that I go in them, my battery dies in my cd/or mp3 player. I do like some stuff of x-mas but man, why start in November?? Why can’t we have it like that for Halloween?? Lol there’s not enough Halloween songs really. XD
** I’m done ranting for now.
I’m actually going to try to go to a café now and write. I have been working on the fanfic, filling in gaps; but I’m going to work on novel or short story/book thing. I just have to get around to get more than a note here and there to get going.
And Dracula the musical!! Whoot. Well another version. It’s hard to find any songs from the past one, both version sounds wyked. And it makes me listen to musicals like crazy. -lol- I also blame Repo! The Genetic Opera. I wished it come back to Toronto. I found out 5 days after it was there; it’s the closest to us. I don’t want to wait for the dvd release. L
And I can never watch a scene in Indy 2 because of this: http://www.threadbombing.com/details.php?image_id=1307&mode=search
O
“And I know that I’m gonna to be like this forever
I’m never gonna be what I should,
And you think that I’ll be bad for just a little while
But I know that I’ll be bad for good.” - Bad for Good ~ Meat Loaf
I shouldn’t be complaining on having abilities to watch free videos online, but when I get “This video is not available in your country” is ridiculous, especially if it’s just a clip, or music or something, not something that would scar me or disgust me. Bah. This is me ranting.
So I don’t know why everyone is going crazy over the holidays. I mean, mine is always the same. True there are some good things to the visits but most of them end up with too many questions. If I were having a better job, I would. If I was with someone, don’t you think I would have brought him?? And I’m still annoyed at the fact that once I visit one of the parental units, word of it gets around and then the guilt speech; why didn’t you visit me, you already visited them more than me. Seriously, over 10-15 years of this bullshit. I’m getting tired of it. So it’s always me, stressing over who to visit and how to get there. One parent can’t travel, so there’s one thing that I’m understanding, but it doesn’t mean that I’m taking sides. They don’t understand that it’s over a month’s rent to get there, and that’s over 2 weeks of full work shifts. I can’t take more than a week’s worth of days off, otherwise it’ll be short on bills/rent. You know what I want for X-mas this year from them? How about money to get there. I don’t want to go down and PICK up my gifts even though I don’t want them anymore, I’d be just happy with a gift card for like food or something, or a card with nothing.
So apparently with this kind of talk, it makes me ungrateful of what they’ve done for me. It’s the opposite. I am grateful, but I don’t appreciate the guilt trips and the childish behavior. -sighs- There’s isn’t much of it yet, but as the holidays get closer, it will. I’ve already had the questions on what I want. As much as I want to go visit during the holidays, it looks like I might have to wait until afterwards. I don’t want to go through the hustle and bustle of many people at once going.
I dread the holidays. Always. I need a week off of everything.
And oh gods the music in the malls!! Lol It seems every time that I go in them, my battery dies in my cd/or mp3 player. I do like some stuff of x-mas but man, why start in November?? Why can’t we have it like that for Halloween?? Lol there’s not enough Halloween songs really. XD
** I’m done ranting for now.
I’m actually going to try to go to a café now and write. I have been working on the fanfic, filling in gaps; but I’m going to work on novel or short story/book thing. I just have to get around to get more than a note here and there to get going.
And Dracula the musical!! Whoot. Well another version. It’s hard to find any songs from the past one, both version sounds wyked. And it makes me listen to musicals like crazy. -lol- I also blame Repo! The Genetic Opera. I wished it come back to Toronto. I found out 5 days after it was there; it’s the closest to us. I don’t want to wait for the dvd release. L
And I can never watch a scene in Indy 2 because of this: http://www.threadbombing.com/details.php?image_id=1307&mode=search
O
“And I know that I’m gonna to be like this forever
I’m never gonna be what I should,
And you think that I’ll be bad for just a little while
But I know that I’ll be bad for good.” - Bad for Good ~ Meat Loaf