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i'm going to make this the last ever update of this journal.
when i look back on it i see so many bad memories, lots were good of course.
but i feel like a fresh start is required, being a new year and all.
i guess this one became a bit neglected too.
so anyways...
i have to say i'm not feeling too good.
ha thats a lie, i feel the worst i ever have done.
i don't know whether i'm coming or going to be honest.
i guess i'm not making any sense but i know what im talking about.
god only knows whats going to happen.
everything else hasn't been too bad.
it's been rather good i guess,
well apart from the complete lack of money for the past three months.
i actually cannot wait till monday when my student loan comes in.
i know i'll spend just about every penny on clothes and shoes,
and not forgetting alcohol of course!
then in about a week i'll be poor again lol
i really do need to get myself a job.
today daniel and i spent about 3 hours in costa,
we had hot chocolate and it was rather fantastic.
i love sitting on those comfy couches in the basement.
then i got the train back home and some disturbing texts were sent and received
on the journey.
tomorrow shouldn't be too bad, i'll have some trouble getting up at 7 as usual,
but thats always going to be the same with me.
then off to the gig in the soundhaus.
probably just meeting thomas and kev, have a wee drink!
hopefully have enough money to go to cute is what we aim for with bryan.
so yeah thats all
x
when i look back on it i see so many bad memories, lots were good of course.
but i feel like a fresh start is required, being a new year and all.
i guess this one became a bit neglected too.
so anyways...
i have to say i'm not feeling too good.
ha thats a lie, i feel the worst i ever have done.
i don't know whether i'm coming or going to be honest.
i guess i'm not making any sense but i know what im talking about.
god only knows whats going to happen.
everything else hasn't been too bad.
it's been rather good i guess,
well apart from the complete lack of money for the past three months.
i actually cannot wait till monday when my student loan comes in.
i know i'll spend just about every penny on clothes and shoes,
and not forgetting alcohol of course!
then in about a week i'll be poor again lol
i really do need to get myself a job.
today daniel and i spent about 3 hours in costa,
we had hot chocolate and it was rather fantastic.
i love sitting on those comfy couches in the basement.
then i got the train back home and some disturbing texts were sent and received
on the journey.
tomorrow shouldn't be too bad, i'll have some trouble getting up at 7 as usual,
but thats always going to be the same with me.
then off to the gig in the soundhaus.
probably just meeting thomas and kev, have a wee drink!
hopefully have enough money to go to cute is what we aim for with bryan.
so yeah thats all
x