Jul 15, 2007 05:16
is difficult to earn, and even more difficult to keep. And although I think you are always sincere in your affections, yet I do get a feeling that you have some discontent.
But what can I say if you feel the need to do things and go to places that cause me anguish? My love for you compels me to let you go, but my trust is still shaken because of you witholding the truth. I have to question where your heart and loyalty lies in this situation.
Do you honor me enough to trust me to tell me what it is you want to do? You didn't on Saturday night.
Now, you will cause me to be emotionally hurt again, and to wrestle with doubts of your loyalty to me.
And though you seemed sincere when you came over, yet I still have to question your motives, whether small or large, for wanting to go and not telling me. I had looked forward to hearing from you that night, and even the night before. And now I have to wonder when and what else have you done without me knowing.