The End
So let me say this first. I'm making a new journal. There's a dozen reasons, one major one is that this character, Sarune, as first seen on My Little Pony: End of the Dream, is no longer used.
I left EoD, and threw Sarune to the adoptions.
So I'm changing names.
Now I add my last journal entry, from the last time I hope to ever mention this person I knew.
A month back Jeff left me. My best friend, my pseudo brother, the person I talked to, and wanted to talk to, more than I did my own boyfriend. He was like the older brother I always wanted. He also made a promise to me, to never love me like a woman, but as a sister.
A promise broke eventually led to things ruining the last close friendship, the last time I will trust for a long while.
I lost trust in people, and faith in society, trust in lovers, friends, family...
In the end, everyone just fucks you over, forgets things, leaves things behind, changes things, says things they never do, or offers up sweet nothings for you to savor.
In the end, you forget what it's like to trust, and you think you love someone, but you know you can't, because you can't trust them.
Sell yourself short for something, knowing you'll never get the full picture because you have no faith in the image being shown.
Anyway, if you want my new name, you'll probably get it when I post in your journal making a random comment. You'll know it's me, most people do. Somehow I'm just recognizable like that.
I may sound emo, but I'm just tired of being let down. So why bother, anymore, I won't be hurt if I just stop caring.
I left EoD, and threw Sarune to the adoptions.
So I'm changing names.
Now I add my last journal entry, from the last time I hope to ever mention this person I knew.
A month back Jeff left me. My best friend, my pseudo brother, the person I talked to, and wanted to talk to, more than I did my own boyfriend. He was like the older brother I always wanted. He also made a promise to me, to never love me like a woman, but as a sister.
A promise broke eventually led to things ruining the last close friendship, the last time I will trust for a long while.
I lost trust in people, and faith in society, trust in lovers, friends, family...
In the end, everyone just fucks you over, forgets things, leaves things behind, changes things, says things they never do, or offers up sweet nothings for you to savor.
In the end, you forget what it's like to trust, and you think you love someone, but you know you can't, because you can't trust them.
Sell yourself short for something, knowing you'll never get the full picture because you have no faith in the image being shown.
Anyway, if you want my new name, you'll probably get it when I post in your journal making a random comment. You'll know it's me, most people do. Somehow I'm just recognizable like that.
I may sound emo, but I'm just tired of being let down. So why bother, anymore, I won't be hurt if I just stop caring.