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i feel better today, even though sleeping wasn't as deep as i'd wanted. i didn't study at all, yesterday, neither did i make any sports or cultural activities; i hate such a parasitic way of life, hating myself afterwards even more. newly "arranged" concentration and self-discipline is now at the top of my personal agenda. the problem is that i am gradually losing any interest in the subject i am currently pursuing- this didn't use to be that way. yet again, i need more relaxation with simultaneous attempts to concentrate my brain on one point (stopping immediately all chaotic thoughts coming to mind), that is my thesis of course. be it whatever it may, i am a unique optimist by nature: no doubts, i'll live that period through to be proud of myself later on.
indeed, CEU's acceptance for one week's seminar in October wasn't unexpected. Yet, what is expected is an amazing return to a Uni, where a whole year of intensive studies was spent.
indeed, CEU's acceptance for one week's seminar in October wasn't unexpected. Yet, what is expected is an amazing return to a Uni, where a whole year of intensive studies was spent.