Its been a while.

Feb 20, 2007 21:26

I have a speech test tomorrow I have yet to even look at, let alone study for.
I have a 5 page fiction paper due on Thursday I have yet to be inspired to do.
I have a speech to give on Friday I have yet to learn and become fluent with.
I have 3 journals from last week I have yet to do for Creative Writing.
I have a Nutrition test next week and 3 practice questions due Thursday I have yet to look up.
I have a mountain of clothes piling up in my room.
I have my closest friends I have yet to update (even though theres not much to be told).
I have yet to go to the gym and excercise when I say I will.
I have yet to start saving my money, strictly.

Basically, I have a lot of things. But not one of them consists of motivation. I can't wait to come home. I need a break more than ever and I can't even ask off work for Spring Break. I worked 7 shifts this week. Yeah, maybe I made some money, but now i'm behind and more stressed than ever. Not only am I stressed, but unmotivated. I try to write, but I end up here. I try to study, and I end up calling home or Kody. I try to practice my speech, and I end up going to Target to buy an outfit so I won't get points taken off for my attire, hence also breaking my whole "save money" scheme. I try to eat healthy, and I end up eating burritos and ice cream. Sometimes I frustrate myself to no end.
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