crying about life
the easter break that began so crunk is now a mere memory. i really hate the idea of going back to school tomarrow and am contemplating fleeing the country. im supposed to have read up to chapter 18 in grapes of wrath. im on chapter 9. that is an awful book. anyone who reads it by choice is on acid. im feeling kinda unhappy right now. i guess its because i decided i wasnt going to think about things that made me worry anymore and now it all caught up with me and im just feel poopy.i hate the idea of school. fuckin shit hole , laden with assholes and the janky bitches they fuck. i cant wait til college. then theres the predicament of whats to do with the joshua. i cant imagine us without each other. or josh without anyone to look out for him. wow im tired and miserable. that concert was mad crunk tho. i wish i could drop out of school and follow the tour instead. dag yo.