oh what a night

[saromance16]

what a fiasco its all been tonight. i cant even sleep. and i tossed my hoagie! the cat definately grew while we were in boston. he looks huge. at least it'll be morning soon. then i can just go find my way into josh's warm, dark, room where i can sleep and be held and feel like he loves me no matter what happens. shitter its all cold in here. im feling quite boggled actually. everythings such a mess and i dont know how to fix it. things between me and josh are weird, i think its because somethings bothering him. things between me and adam are really not so supreme either. we had this crazy fight tonight and i just dont even know what to say. i guess things are kinda resolved, but i still feel awful. so i went to go watch the land before time with eric around 12-1 ish b/c i couldnt sleep. still yet to sleep however.

in other news a shout out to andy vivez: dont make plans for good friday...