life is a shiney ass orb of drugs
well, this day rates the big 10 on the suck-o-meter. lauren left, so goes the last of everyones sanity, then me and josh's little break turned into an extended vacation, maybe even a move right out of the neighborhood. :(
we arent too happy about this. (by we i mean myself)
i really dont want to go back to school, b/c school is the root of all that kills.
i feel genuinly sad tonight. like hardcore sad. like im gonna go cry and listen to some brand of sad music and die. w/e...my toes are cold...im gonna wrap this segment of our program up w/ a lovely dashboard lyric:
"but for now,
i'll look,
so longingly
waiting...
for you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me."
we arent too happy about this. (by we i mean myself)
i really dont want to go back to school, b/c school is the root of all that kills.
i feel genuinly sad tonight. like hardcore sad. like im gonna go cry and listen to some brand of sad music and die. w/e...my toes are cold...im gonna wrap this segment of our program up w/ a lovely dashboard lyric:
"but for now,
i'll look,
so longingly
waiting...
for you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me."