I HATE EVERYBODY (mostly)
I’m so sick of being a generous person, giving people the benefit of the doubt…helping people out when they need a hand…and getting shit on for it.
I’m done with it. I’m done being the fucking pushover that allows people to walk all over her and then keeps going back for more. I’m done paying bar tabs for people who assume that I will keep the drinks flowing, and wouldn’t buy me a drink even if they DID have money. I’m done being patient when people are scheduled to pay me back. I’m sick of lending out money with false promises of “I’ll pay you back next week when I get paid” and then watching the next week as they drop wads of money at the bar and fail to pay me back. I’m done with being the ignorant pushover.
From now on what’s mine is mine. I will not buy people drinks unless its reciprocal. I will NEVER loan out money. I will not loan out movies, (as I’ve had to rebuy Saved, and I’m still missing Sean of the Dead). I will not keep anybody’s bill in my name. I’m done buying people packs of cigarettes…hell I’m done with bumming them regularly to a few habitual people. Call me cheap, call me a bitch, call me whatever you will…but it’s actually called being smart…smart enough to know when I’m being taken advantage of.
I’m so disgusted with people right now…collectively a bunch of assholes and dimwits that are selfish and abusive. There are a few people who will escape this well deserved selfish streak. Those are the people who have consistently gotten me back, and who I can trust 100%. Tanya…you are number one in this category. I can’t tell you how many times Tanya will spring for lunch one day, I’ll get her next. She’ll be low on cash, so I’ll lend her some and then she not only pays me back right away - but will lend me some $ the next time around. Which is why I feel really bad that I haven’t returned certain things which I’ve borrowed, left at people’s houses, and have been trying to get back. It makes me feel like all the people I’m ranting about.
From this day forward…I will no longer have to run around stressing trying to collect on debts owed to me….because from this day forward I will have none. If you need money so fucking badly, if you need somebody to cover your stupid drunk ass, if you need somebody to lend you a movie, a shirt, a car, or 20 bucks…you can find another sucker, because my assets are in lockdown mode. You can do what I do ….WORK!!! That’s right fuckers, I work hard for what I have, and I don’t work for it so that you can take it away from me.
FUCK ALL YOU LOSER DEADBEATS WHO THINK I’M SOME WEAKWILLED LITTLE BITCH THAT WILL LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME!!!!
If you have even the slightest indication as to if this is directed to you or not…instead of getting angry at me for expressing my feelings, ask yourself why you would need to question it. Are you a fuckhead selfish prick? Then you should be angry with yourself…not me. (but word of advice…it’s probably not directed toward you)
I’m really hating everybody right now. If it isn’t the people taking advantage of me…it’s the brainless mother fuckers who love to spread stupid and untrue rumors of things I’ve said or done. FUCK YOU! I will never say or do anything that I won’t freely admit to. I’ve got nothing to hide. You want to spread your bullshit lies to make waves where they shouldn’t be any…go right fucking ahead. The people who know me, care about me, and understand me should tell you to fuck off. If they don’t see through your ridiculous lies then they are just as dim-witted as you.
To all the guys out there that think they can have me simply expressing an interest…I got a piece of advice for you. FUCK OFF!!! I’m worth more than the $2 hookers you are used to. My heart and body are both on lockdown right now…and you better have the right fucking combination if you want any part. “Hey baby, you are really cute” is not a line I’ll respond to, neither is “Hey Blondie”…so fuck off.
Most importantly: To all the shitheads who feel like bringing drama into mylife…anybody who will put me in the mood I’m in right now. Drop back down the hole that you crawled out of. I’m done with you, and the bullshit you bring. Thank you, I’ve had enough in my life. I have too many real people out there that genuinely care about me, love me, support me, and understand me. They matter to me…not your petty games, and bullshit friendship. I’m tired and I don’t feel like playing.
AND TO THE PEOPLE THAT MATTER: I love you, and please don’t take my angry ranting as directed at you. You know who you are, because I’ve told you I love you. I value our friendship, and respect you as a person. I will do everything in my power to continue being a friend to you, and I’m grateful to have you. (and I can’t wait to see many of you tonight)
GOD!!! Tanya/Spider - I understand now why you punched the fucking wall…if it weren’t for me being at work right now I’d probably do the same.
I’m done with it. I’m done being the fucking pushover that allows people to walk all over her and then keeps going back for more. I’m done paying bar tabs for people who assume that I will keep the drinks flowing, and wouldn’t buy me a drink even if they DID have money. I’m done being patient when people are scheduled to pay me back. I’m sick of lending out money with false promises of “I’ll pay you back next week when I get paid” and then watching the next week as they drop wads of money at the bar and fail to pay me back. I’m done with being the ignorant pushover.
From now on what’s mine is mine. I will not buy people drinks unless its reciprocal. I will NEVER loan out money. I will not loan out movies, (as I’ve had to rebuy Saved, and I’m still missing Sean of the Dead). I will not keep anybody’s bill in my name. I’m done buying people packs of cigarettes…hell I’m done with bumming them regularly to a few habitual people. Call me cheap, call me a bitch, call me whatever you will…but it’s actually called being smart…smart enough to know when I’m being taken advantage of.
I’m so disgusted with people right now…collectively a bunch of assholes and dimwits that are selfish and abusive. There are a few people who will escape this well deserved selfish streak. Those are the people who have consistently gotten me back, and who I can trust 100%. Tanya…you are number one in this category. I can’t tell you how many times Tanya will spring for lunch one day, I’ll get her next. She’ll be low on cash, so I’ll lend her some and then she not only pays me back right away - but will lend me some $ the next time around. Which is why I feel really bad that I haven’t returned certain things which I’ve borrowed, left at people’s houses, and have been trying to get back. It makes me feel like all the people I’m ranting about.
From this day forward…I will no longer have to run around stressing trying to collect on debts owed to me….because from this day forward I will have none. If you need money so fucking badly, if you need somebody to cover your stupid drunk ass, if you need somebody to lend you a movie, a shirt, a car, or 20 bucks…you can find another sucker, because my assets are in lockdown mode. You can do what I do ….WORK!!! That’s right fuckers, I work hard for what I have, and I don’t work for it so that you can take it away from me.
FUCK ALL YOU LOSER DEADBEATS WHO THINK I’M SOME WEAKWILLED LITTLE BITCH THAT WILL LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME!!!!
If you have even the slightest indication as to if this is directed to you or not…instead of getting angry at me for expressing my feelings, ask yourself why you would need to question it. Are you a fuckhead selfish prick? Then you should be angry with yourself…not me. (but word of advice…it’s probably not directed toward you)
I’m really hating everybody right now. If it isn’t the people taking advantage of me…it’s the brainless mother fuckers who love to spread stupid and untrue rumors of things I’ve said or done. FUCK YOU! I will never say or do anything that I won’t freely admit to. I’ve got nothing to hide. You want to spread your bullshit lies to make waves where they shouldn’t be any…go right fucking ahead. The people who know me, care about me, and understand me should tell you to fuck off. If they don’t see through your ridiculous lies then they are just as dim-witted as you.
To all the guys out there that think they can have me simply expressing an interest…I got a piece of advice for you. FUCK OFF!!! I’m worth more than the $2 hookers you are used to. My heart and body are both on lockdown right now…and you better have the right fucking combination if you want any part. “Hey baby, you are really cute” is not a line I’ll respond to, neither is “Hey Blondie”…so fuck off.
Most importantly: To all the shitheads who feel like bringing drama into mylife…anybody who will put me in the mood I’m in right now. Drop back down the hole that you crawled out of. I’m done with you, and the bullshit you bring. Thank you, I’ve had enough in my life. I have too many real people out there that genuinely care about me, love me, support me, and understand me. They matter to me…not your petty games, and bullshit friendship. I’m tired and I don’t feel like playing.
AND TO THE PEOPLE THAT MATTER: I love you, and please don’t take my angry ranting as directed at you. You know who you are, because I’ve told you I love you. I value our friendship, and respect you as a person. I will do everything in my power to continue being a friend to you, and I’m grateful to have you. (and I can’t wait to see many of you tonight)
GOD!!! Tanya/Spider - I understand now why you punched the fucking wall…if it weren’t for me being at work right now I’d probably do the same.