Mistress of Deception? *snorts* Hardly. Not anymore at least. And it was cool how you saying that didn't hurt that time, yay. I am always very upfront about how I feel about things now, and I certainly don't lie... at least not to my friends. My parents maybe, but they hardly notice me anymore anyway.
Speaking of my parents... I recently found a strange green herb that I don't recognize in my dad's drawer... and it concerns me. Could you tell me what weed looks like? Because you're the only person I know that would know that sort of thing.
Why did I decide to watch you again? Well, even though you may think I'm some horrible bitch for some reason *shrug* Whatever. I still remember the good times and I can think back on times where we had fun and honestly loved each other. I wish the best for everyone, even people who hate me. So, in light of that, I like to know what's happening with you and that you're doing fine. Even though I don't love you anymore, it makes me smile to know you're doing well, even if your parents weren't the greatest to you.
But currently there's some odd noises coming from my upstairs that are starting to really freak me out... so I'm arming myself with bug spray to see what's up there >.> Bug spray and a heavy screwdriver xD Weapons of a true ninja.
A) Get it through your thick skull that I don't hate you. You pissed me off a lot, and you did and said a lot of shit that pissed me right off. No, I'm not happy with you, and I don't have the best view of you, but I don't hate you. And as for being Mistress of Deception, I don't know you anymore, so how could I know? I'm going off of what I remember.
Thanks for your help. I'm just worried because once you have an addiction to one thing, it's easy to stray onto another you know?
And I'm very sorry that I got that image. People tell me all the time that you hate me and I guess I just believe them because I really have no other thing to go off of. And I'm very sorry that you have a bad view of me but I can't really help that. To be perfectly honest, I don't think I could handle seeing you because people have told me that you're saying things about me and making fun of me. I really don't have the best view of people who do that. I make fun of you because everyone else does -_- Pretty cowardly of me... but I was never much of a leader right?
As much as it probably means nothing, I'm very sorry for having decieved you in the past. It was pretty stupid of me. I'm also willing to forgive you for the bad things you did to me too, if that means anything at all.
By the way, pirates definitely kick more ass than ninjas. Ninjas are just lame pussies compared to pirates. I mean, I doubt a ninja could handle the pain and ridicule of having scurvey could they.
Marijuana isn't a physical addiction, it's a psychological addiction. Your mind gets accustomed to the euphoric feeling that the 'high' gives you. Hash, because it's marijuana buds and leaves mixed in with oil (if I remember correctly, if I'm wrong, it's just the buds as well as the oil then), and oil however, is physically addictive if I remember correctly. Oh, and by the way, psychological addictions are harder to break, not good.
I did hate you for a good while there, mostly because of the stuff I found out that you were saying. And a lot of it sounded like things you would say, having known you for as long as I have. But, as you know, I don't keep grudges for very long.
And as for my bad view of you, you could help it, honestly. I do know some things you've done, most notably, Christi. I can't believe it's because I said you were "dark". I'm not stupid, I know she's not that superficial, so I'd actually like to know what REALLY happened there.
As for being a leader... If my knowledge serves me correct, you hang out with Christi, Brad, and occasionally other people... None of them are leaders, and believe it or not, you're the closest thing to a leader your 'group' has without Kain in it.
As for your apology, it's accepted, and I guess I'll apologise for my 'meanness', if it can be counted as that, they always were more like counterstrikes. Pun intended.
As for Ninja vs Pirate. Pirates > Ninjas. Ninja have to undergo years of training just to develop the simplest skills that a ninja requires. They are trained to withstand torture. They're trained in martial arts. Stealth, silent killing, etc. To compare them to anything in this day and age is disgrace. To say a pirate is better than a ninja... *shakes his head* Disgraceful. :P
I never really hated you either, it was just something I did to make people believe that I had stopped hurting. If you remember my pain over Keiko, I'll probably hurt for a very long time. I gave you a large chunk of my heart (yeah, even if Kayla says that it's a bad thing to do -_-) and so I guess I have to patch everything up. I'm doing way, WAY better than before.
Christi was the one that approached me about that particular conflict actually. We were hanging out one day and she mentioned that she didn't talk to you anymore. I asked why and she explained that you had tried to convince her that I was a "dark person"... we had a good laugh about that and Amy even drew a picture. *snorts* It was done in paint and it was funny. Anyway, I'm not a dark person o_O; I'd like to ask why I'm "dark". Is it because my parton god and goddess are of the dead? Or is it because I have a connection to death that others don't have? Or is it because I don't practice the same ideals as you? Or what? I don't get it. But yeah, Christi doesn't really like you... nor do several of the people I'm friends with. And that's not my fault. A lot of them came out and said they were only your friend at the time because you dated me.
I'm a leader? I guess I am sometimes. I plan all the outings and stuff. But I really do go along with what people say. I really, really don't want them to know that I'm upset. I'm really the care-taker of the group. I make sure everyone is alright and doing fine. I'm always the first to rush out and offer to help when someone is in need. I thought this would make me a "light" person. Am I still 'dark'?
Ninjas? They're always weak. In action films they fall to people like Jackie Chan. Come On. It's Jackie Chan. *snorts* A pirate would never fall to Jackie Chan, they'd just ram a scimitar up his ass or something. And then yell "YAR SHIVER ME TIMBERS!" and run off with his wallet. Look at Jack Sparrow, he rules. And he's hot too... in a creepy old pirate sort of way?
Sorry, I still don't believe your stuff on Christi. And I know a lot of those people were only 'friends' with me because I dated you. I don't talk to them anymore. Don't give a shit really.
As for your darkness, you still don't know the truth about darkness vs light do you? Okay, let's go into a nice big description of the differences.
Darkness is not evil, or any bullshit like that, despite popular belief. Darkness is the essence of night. It's associated with Death and the Underworld. Let's see, I won't go into my theories that associate chaos and order with darkness and light, because that's going to get too wordy. But suffice to say it, yea, you're dark. There is a lot more to it, but that doesn't matter. As for what I said to Christi, it still stands.
At that time, knowing your past, and how you constantly tried jumping into Gothic Satanism and that type of shit while I was dating you, I heard a rumour about you leaving Wicca shortly after I broke up with you, and thought you were going to jump right into that shit again. You constantly went for it while I was dating you, and you seemed always lost, plus, your little message in the Scott Cunningham book didn't help my views on anything.
I told you the truth. Take it or leave it. But that's the gist of what Christi said. I can't quote it word for word because it was a long, long time ago but suffice to say, I hardly care and Christi seems much happier for it, no offense.
Oh! So I was right, it does have to do with the underworld and such. As for the rumor about me leaving Wicca... HAHAHA! That makes me laugh. I actually haven't considered it all... and have managed to actually talk Brad out of a version of Satanism. Remember Lucifernism? He was getting into that but told him that every religion took careful thought and even research and he quickly dropped it. He's agnostic now I believe, or so he says to us. Rumors are stupid by the way... I live by this code now that my dad told me,"Believe nothing unless it comes from the mouth of that person themselves." So, I laugh rumors off, they're dumb.
I'm actually dabbling in a bit of herbology. I wish you could see my worship area, it's so pretty. It was better when the flowers were fresh but I let them all dry out gracefully and made my own wild bowl of the word I'm not sure how to spell <.< potpurri? Something of that sort. I'm too lazy to look it up in the dictionary right now... it's 2:30am afterall xD.
I was lost while I was dating you, especially near the end because of what was going on with my parents. But that's all over now, I'm actually moving out soon. Or I hope so. Chantal and I have been looking at apartments since I have to pay a $300 a month rent fee anyway. Screw all plans of going to school, my dad is stupid. I even had a seat reserved at SIAST and made the class and everything -_-; Sigh.
I keep jumping topics xD But we saw you all dressed in robes at Wakamow. We laughed at that too, sorry. It was just so... "nerd"... and we giggled. We don't dress up when we LARP because it would scare people. Who wants to see us all dressed up in ears and tail and big, big fairy wings? It would scare people to DEATH! And we LARP during the day too ^_^; Fits the atmosphere of the storyline better. But I digress, I babble too much.
So you honestly don't think a shipful of pirates could inflict some damage against some ninjas? I think they could because their brute strength would just overwhelm the delicate balance that all ninjas must keep.
*shakes his head* The robes weren't for LARP. Potpourri if I remember correctly. Lol, you pay more rent than I do, that's sad, but I overall pay more, lol, food, power, internet, etc.
As for worship area, mine's a circular table I have, with a nice wooden thing to set things on.
As for the pirates. They'd get their asses kicked. They don't really know how to fight that well, they use brute force. And any martial artist can use brute force against their enemies. You come swinging your scimitar full strength at me, and I'll bat the back of it with my weapon lightly, whatever it may be, and then come in with a thrust while you're overbalanced, and you're dead. Just a simple fact.
One ninja could take a whole shipload of pirates out. As I said, the true weapon of the ninja is stealth and silent killing. They wouldn't even know there was an enemy killing them until they were all dead.
a) How is Ryan doing? Brad and I do miss him a bunch and we talk about him sometimes. I tried to right him an email through Witch's Voice but he didn't respond. I assume he's not ready to give me the time of day quite yet and I understand. But it would be nice to know how he is.
b) How are Mike and Jane? I miss them. Brad doesn't really, but I think they were fun. I guess tell everyone I say hi... if that's okay and if you remember.
c) Can I just add you to MSN? -_- This is very tedious. Unless of course you don't want me to. Then I understand too.
It's really nice to see we can still talk civil. You were a good friend, even if we did have a lot of troubles. It's nice to hear your doing okay. And yeah, my dad is stupid and I can hardly wait to move out ^^;
Oh, and as for Ninja vs Pirate. You're talking Hollywood, it doesn't accurately portray Ninjai. Hollywood's stupid, it doesn't accurately show anything. It creates heroes for people to worship, not truth.
Speaking of my parents... I recently found a strange green herb that I don't recognize in my dad's drawer... and it concerns me. Could you tell me what weed looks like? Because you're the only person I know that would know that sort of thing.
Why did I decide to watch you again? Well, even though you may think I'm some horrible bitch for some reason *shrug* Whatever. I still remember the good times and I can think back on times where we had fun and honestly loved each other. I wish the best for everyone, even people who hate me. So, in light of that, I like to know what's happening with you and that you're doing fine. Even though I don't love you anymore, it makes me smile to know you're doing well, even if your parents weren't the greatest to you.
But currently there's some odd noises coming from my upstairs that are starting to really freak me out... so I'm arming myself with bug spray to see what's up there >.> Bug spray and a heavy screwdriver xD Weapons of a true ninja.
Love,
Chantal
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B) You wanna know what Marijuana looks like, it looks like this: http://www.uncletaz.com/marijuana/marigallery/tray_of_buds.jpg
Though, he might have hash, that looks more green and more leafy.
And as for weapons of a true ninja... The only weapon a true ninja needs is stealth! WHACHA! *karate stance*
- Chris
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And I'm very sorry that I got that image. People tell me all the time that you hate me and I guess I just believe them because I really have no other thing to go off of. And I'm very sorry that you have a bad view of me but I can't really help that. To be perfectly honest, I don't think I could handle seeing you because people have told me that you're saying things about me and making fun of me. I really don't have the best view of people who do that. I make fun of you because everyone else does -_- Pretty cowardly of me... but I was never much of a leader right?
As much as it probably means nothing, I'm very sorry for having decieved you in the past. It was pretty stupid of me. I'm also willing to forgive you for the bad things you did to me too, if that means anything at all.
By the way, pirates definitely kick more ass than ninjas. Ninjas are just lame pussies compared to pirates. I mean, I doubt a ninja could handle the pain and ridicule of having scurvey could they.
Don't forget to eat your lemons,
Chany.
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I did hate you for a good while there, mostly because of the stuff I found out that you were saying. And a lot of it sounded like things you would say, having known you for as long as I have. But, as you know, I don't keep grudges for very long.
And as for my bad view of you, you could help it, honestly. I do know some things you've done, most notably, Christi. I can't believe it's because I said you were "dark". I'm not stupid, I know she's not that superficial, so I'd actually like to know what REALLY happened there.
As for being a leader... If my knowledge serves me correct, you hang out with Christi, Brad, and occasionally other people... None of them are leaders, and believe it or not, you're the closest thing to a leader your 'group' has without Kain in it.
As for your apology, it's accepted, and I guess I'll apologise for my 'meanness', if it can be counted as that, they always were more like counterstrikes. Pun intended.
As for Ninja vs Pirate. Pirates > Ninjas. Ninja have to undergo years of training just to develop the simplest skills that a ninja requires. They are trained to withstand torture. They're trained in martial arts. Stealth, silent killing, etc. To compare them to anything in this day and age is disgrace. To say a pirate is better than a ninja... *shakes his head* Disgraceful. :P
- Chris, Ninjas rule!
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Christi was the one that approached me about that particular conflict actually. We were hanging out one day and she mentioned that she didn't talk to you anymore. I asked why and she explained that you had tried to convince her that I was a "dark person"... we had a good laugh about that and Amy even drew a picture. *snorts* It was done in paint and it was funny. Anyway, I'm not a dark person o_O; I'd like to ask why I'm "dark". Is it because my parton god and goddess are of the dead? Or is it because I have a connection to death that others don't have? Or is it because I don't practice the same ideals as you? Or what? I don't get it. But yeah, Christi doesn't really like you... nor do several of the people I'm friends with. And that's not my fault. A lot of them came out and said they were only your friend at the time because you dated me.
I'm a leader? I guess I am sometimes. I plan all the outings and stuff. But I really do go along with what people say. I really, really don't want them to know that I'm upset. I'm really the care-taker of the group. I make sure everyone is alright and doing fine. I'm always the first to rush out and offer to help when someone is in need. I thought this would make me a "light" person. Am I still 'dark'?
Ninjas? They're always weak. In action films they fall to people like Jackie Chan. Come On. It's Jackie Chan. *snorts* A pirate would never fall to Jackie Chan, they'd just ram a scimitar up his ass or something. And then yell "YAR SHIVER ME TIMBERS!" and run off with his wallet. Look at Jack Sparrow, he rules. And he's hot too... in a creepy old pirate sort of way?
Moose poop,
Chantal
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As for your darkness, you still don't know the truth about darkness vs light do you? Okay, let's go into a nice big description of the differences.
Darkness is not evil, or any bullshit like that, despite popular belief. Darkness is the essence of night. It's associated with Death and the Underworld. Let's see, I won't go into my theories that associate chaos and order with darkness and light, because that's going to get too wordy. But suffice to say it, yea, you're dark. There is a lot more to it, but that doesn't matter. As for what I said to Christi, it still stands.
At that time, knowing your past, and how you constantly tried jumping into Gothic Satanism and that type of shit while I was dating you, I heard a rumour about you leaving Wicca shortly after I broke up with you, and thought you were going to jump right into that shit again. You constantly went for it while I was dating you, and you seemed always lost, plus, your little message in the Scott Cunningham book didn't help my views on anything.
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Oh! So I was right, it does have to do with the underworld and such. As for the rumor about me leaving Wicca... HAHAHA! That makes me laugh. I actually haven't considered it all... and have managed to actually talk Brad out of a version of Satanism. Remember Lucifernism? He was getting into that but told him that every religion took careful thought and even research and he quickly dropped it. He's agnostic now I believe, or so he says to us. Rumors are stupid by the way... I live by this code now that my dad told me,"Believe nothing unless it comes from the mouth of that person themselves." So, I laugh rumors off, they're dumb.
I'm actually dabbling in a bit of herbology. I wish you could see my worship area, it's so pretty. It was better when the flowers were fresh but I let them all dry out gracefully and made my own wild bowl of the word I'm not sure how to spell <.< potpurri? Something of that sort. I'm too lazy to look it up in the dictionary right now... it's 2:30am afterall xD.
I was lost while I was dating you, especially near the end because of what was going on with my parents. But that's all over now, I'm actually moving out soon. Or I hope so. Chantal and I have been looking at apartments since I have to pay a $300 a month rent fee anyway. Screw all plans of going to school, my dad is stupid. I even had a seat reserved at SIAST and made the class and everything -_-; Sigh.
I keep jumping topics xD But we saw you all dressed in robes at Wakamow. We laughed at that too, sorry. It was just so... "nerd"... and we giggled. We don't dress up when we LARP because it would scare people. Who wants to see us all dressed up in ears and tail and big, big fairy wings? It would scare people to DEATH! And we LARP during the day too ^_^; Fits the atmosphere of the storyline better. But I digress, I babble too much.
So you honestly don't think a shipful of pirates could inflict some damage against some ninjas? I think they could because their brute strength would just overwhelm the delicate balance that all ninjas must keep.
Mew,
Chany
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Potpourri if I remember correctly.
Lol, you pay more rent than I do, that's sad, but I overall pay more, lol, food, power, internet, etc.
As for worship area, mine's a circular table I have, with a nice wooden thing to set things on.
As for the pirates. They'd get their asses kicked. They don't really know how to fight that well, they use brute force. And any martial artist can use brute force against their enemies. You come swinging your scimitar full strength at me, and I'll bat the back of it with my weapon lightly, whatever it may be, and then come in with a thrust while you're overbalanced, and you're dead. Just a simple fact.
One ninja could take a whole shipload of pirates out. As I said, the true weapon of the ninja is stealth and silent killing. They wouldn't even know there was an enemy killing them until they were all dead.
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a) How is Ryan doing? Brad and I do miss him a bunch and we talk about him sometimes. I tried to right him an email through Witch's Voice but he didn't respond. I assume he's not ready to give me the time of day quite yet and I understand. But it would be nice to know how he is.
b) How are Mike and Jane? I miss them. Brad doesn't really, but I think they were fun. I guess tell everyone I say hi... if that's okay and if you remember.
c) Can I just add you to MSN? -_- This is very tedious. Unless of course you don't want me to. Then I understand too.
It's really nice to see we can still talk civil. You were a good friend, even if we did have a lot of troubles. It's nice to hear your doing okay. And yeah, my dad is stupid and I can hardly wait to move out ^^;
I have the same email if that helps.
Bye,
Chan
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Anyways, I'm online there. :P
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