Jul 21, 2007 21:21
I should not be bored...I should be CLEANING. But I am all alone and I keep getting sucked into the computer trying to distract myself from being lonely. Nobody is online...because it's a saturday night and they have better things to do...so all I end up doing is wasting time checking my email and myspace over and over. This is what I end up doing at work all the time also...because I am always alone there too...however at least I am used to being alone during the weekdays. James is in Mexico, Funke is at work, Conner is over at Trevor's for the night, April is not answering her phone, and I am sitting alone at my computer drinking wine hitting refresh. I MUST go back to work. There are toliets to scrub...there is no excuse for boredom if the house is not clean. I really wish I could drive...I'd so go to bar right now. Just for the sound of human voices. To add to my frustration TV is total shit tonight. Blah. focus focus focus. Ok..here I go....gonna go clean.