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As soon as I finish writing this, I am going to go watch Mad Hot Ballroom. It hasn't happened yet, but we are all very excited. I love you, Netflix
For what it's worth, I re-watched Gilmore Girls last night before I went to sleep, and liked it better than the first time. In keeping with trying to be ZenSarah, I think I need to just accept that this is the arc for the season, and if I want to continue to watch the show (which I do, because I truly do love it so very much) than I need to respect what they are doing and move on. And, to be fair to everyone working on the show--they are pulling it off very well. Ok. Enough about that. I'm done.
Two things:
1.) I hate it when you buy new milk and it is in the very beginning stages of going sour, and the difference in taste is so subtle that at first you can't even tell. But then on the second or third sip, you notice, "hey something is off about this..." and by the fourth one, you realize you've gotten a bad carton, but by then you are halfway done with the glass, and you have this weird thing about drinking milk with dinner, and you already went to the store once today to buy said milk and you don't want to go back, so you reluctantly continue to drink the sour milk. Or am I the only one who does this?
2.) Does anyone else hide out on the internet when they are stressed out or trying to avoid real life? I do this. In the past week, I have checked the boards at TWoP constantly, just constantly (like, every hour on the hour) as well as BWR. There's such a fine line, you know? I mean, these are things that I enjoy...I like reading [some of] the GG threads, and I love seeing new stories writers can produce...but I hate that I tend to use it as a crutch. It's an amazing way to procrastinate and avoid. Also, when I spend too much time in fandom land, I don't do things I actually enjoy doing--like reading books and working out, or things I should do--like being up-to-date on current events. Even now,as I type, I'm just procrastinating and avoiding. I should be packing. I should be reading up on the company with whom I have a phone interview tomorrow. I should be...um...well, I should probably be doing something else. But you know what? I'm just going to go watch Mad Hot Ballroom. Because little kids dancing? Adorable. I enjoy adorable. Adorable is good. Adorable is not a bad way to procrastinate.