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well, i guess i haven't been posting much cuz it's been a long time since i've had internet at my house. also, because i don't really care anymore. it was kinda fun for a while when i was super emotional (i guess that's what it was) and lots of shit was going down. but now it's okay. i'm still worried about having to move out, and finding a room mate. so far i have shireen, joanna, jeren, and carlos/sarah for prospects. i want to live with shireen and joanna. i think they would be good roommates.
i'm getting so fucking tired of school. graduation will not come fast enough. i have wicked bad senioritis. i'm doing well enough to get by with a C average, as i will be attending the very compensating university of pleasant hill next year (a.k.a. DVC ha ha)
i really like carlos still, and frank still hasn't spoken to me, although i've seen him online with an away message on. what's with me finding all these weirdos to like who end up sudenly never talking to me again?? what's with that?? i just don't know. it's kinda making me nervous since it's such a pattern. 1-cel 2-neal 3-ricky 4-jared now 5-frank.
oh well.
guess that's what i gotta put up with.
i made a new rule with carlos-that we couldn't make out or cuddle or hold hands or anything anymore, since he considers us as just friends. so now he goes "give me a kiss, come on, just one" and i say "no friends don't kiss eachother!" i think it makes him mad, but last night he tells me "sarah i miss you, and i miss kissing you, and i think not kissing you makes you more attractive to me" hehehehehehehe!!! that made me so happy :-D
anyways, got 2 ap tests comming up, so i better get to studying, cuz unlike the rest of highschool, these actually matter.
i'm getting so fucking tired of school. graduation will not come fast enough. i have wicked bad senioritis. i'm doing well enough to get by with a C average, as i will be attending the very compensating university of pleasant hill next year (a.k.a. DVC ha ha)
i really like carlos still, and frank still hasn't spoken to me, although i've seen him online with an away message on. what's with me finding all these weirdos to like who end up sudenly never talking to me again?? what's with that?? i just don't know. it's kinda making me nervous since it's such a pattern. 1-cel 2-neal 3-ricky 4-jared now 5-frank.
oh well.
guess that's what i gotta put up with.
i made a new rule with carlos-that we couldn't make out or cuddle or hold hands or anything anymore, since he considers us as just friends. so now he goes "give me a kiss, come on, just one" and i say "no friends don't kiss eachother!" i think it makes him mad, but last night he tells me "sarah i miss you, and i miss kissing you, and i think not kissing you makes you more attractive to me" hehehehehehehe!!! that made me so happy :-D
anyways, got 2 ap tests comming up, so i better get to studying, cuz unlike the rest of highschool, these actually matter.