Full of dread
Well so much for vegging at home tonight or much of this weekend. (when in hell am i going to draw?) We're heading down to mom's house. Step-dad has finally left and the lawyers have the keys. I'm seriously afraid to see what her house looks like now. I'm pretty sure that he's trashed the place once he found out he was losing the house in the divorce. He trashed it before when we went and locked up mom's stuff in her rooms. He broke the locks off the doors and went and ransacked the two rooms. Yeah...it was pretty.
We also found out that the dogs are there in the house. O_O It's not too bad if they have food and water and the garage is open for them but... I'm afraid he probably didn't do any of that. They're old too. I want to say Tofu is 17 or older and Teeny is probably 13? Both of them are Chow chows. So yeah, running down there tonight. I'm leaving work early and worked through lunch to do so. I'm really nervous about all this. For those of you who've met my step-dad and know all the dirty details... he's creepy to say the least. *hides*
I'll be changing the door locks tonight. We're also not taking my car in case step-dad is still hovering around. I really don't think my mom will deal well with this. I know she's expecting things to be terrible and I'm sure they will be. I don't think she's slept in two days either. I highly doubt she'll be able to spend the night down there too.
You know what? I have this fear that we'll be there tonight trying to get things into order and he'll show up at the house and shoot us all. Not a happy thought no but it's not out of his character. We're taking cameras down with us. Ugh. I'm hoping that I'm just over imagining things. However, I know how he can be. I know how he is and what he can do so yeah... I'm a bit scared. After all this, my mom wants me to see if I can open up my old case. I don't know if that's possible. I'm still a bit... peeved that she had me take it all back... guh.
Anyway, that's all for now. I'm going to just chill with stuff right now. No sense in freaking out more over it than I am until I actually SEE what things are going on now.
I'll be available via my phone. Text me if ya need me. *love and hugs*
We also found out that the dogs are there in the house. O_O It's not too bad if they have food and water and the garage is open for them but... I'm afraid he probably didn't do any of that. They're old too. I want to say Tofu is 17 or older and Teeny is probably 13? Both of them are Chow chows. So yeah, running down there tonight. I'm leaving work early and worked through lunch to do so. I'm really nervous about all this. For those of you who've met my step-dad and know all the dirty details... he's creepy to say the least. *hides*
I'll be changing the door locks tonight. We're also not taking my car in case step-dad is still hovering around. I really don't think my mom will deal well with this. I know she's expecting things to be terrible and I'm sure they will be. I don't think she's slept in two days either. I highly doubt she'll be able to spend the night down there too.
You know what? I have this fear that we'll be there tonight trying to get things into order and he'll show up at the house and shoot us all. Not a happy thought no but it's not out of his character. We're taking cameras down with us. Ugh. I'm hoping that I'm just over imagining things. However, I know how he can be. I know how he is and what he can do so yeah... I'm a bit scared. After all this, my mom wants me to see if I can open up my old case. I don't know if that's possible. I'm still a bit... peeved that she had me take it all back... guh.
Anyway, that's all for now. I'm going to just chill with stuff right now. No sense in freaking out more over it than I am until I actually SEE what things are going on now.
I'll be available via my phone. Text me if ya need me. *love and hugs*