Some nights are dangerous for thinking
I think I need a change. Something for me isn't working anymore. It's like everything is moving forward without me and I'm stuck in the mud watching the rest of it go by. So I need to change something.
So I figured I'll start at square one with me. I want to cut my hair off. Most of you who have known me know my hair is long, straight and black and goes down past my rear end. But I want to cut if off to just past my shoulder blades. So I'm planning on taking about a foot of my hair off.
Then I may do something drastic, like start wearing make-up on a regular basis. Why? Apparently, I need to look more... something. My dad would tell me I needed to start dressing up and looking nice because if I didn't, my husband would find someone who would. Why is that statement starting to haunt me? Is it true? Am I a frump? I'm afraid that who I am isn't good enough anymore, so I guess I need to start becoming something more. I"m at the end of my rope, I've tied my knot, and I'm hanging on for dear life.
Will this be a good thing or a bad thing? Only time will tell. But something has to change, and it might as well start with me.
Wish me luck!
So I figured I'll start at square one with me. I want to cut my hair off. Most of you who have known me know my hair is long, straight and black and goes down past my rear end. But I want to cut if off to just past my shoulder blades. So I'm planning on taking about a foot of my hair off.
Then I may do something drastic, like start wearing make-up on a regular basis. Why? Apparently, I need to look more... something. My dad would tell me I needed to start dressing up and looking nice because if I didn't, my husband would find someone who would. Why is that statement starting to haunt me? Is it true? Am I a frump? I'm afraid that who I am isn't good enough anymore, so I guess I need to start becoming something more. I"m at the end of my rope, I've tied my knot, and I'm hanging on for dear life.
Will this be a good thing or a bad thing? Only time will tell. But something has to change, and it might as well start with me.
Wish me luck!