A to-do list.
1. Cuddle session. Proper lay down, snuggle and fall asleep. Movie is optional. Cuddling is not.
2. More physical touch. I am getting depressed again, at least a few things will help this, and one of them is being around other touchy feely people.
3. Tell everyone what I want for my birthday. Well.
...Money. Or a pretty collar. Not pink. More money. A Gift Certificate to Hot Topic so I can go on a shopping spree... anything, really. Spending money. There seems to be this prevalent word here. Gee. I wonder. Oh. Hugs!! A pretty bottle of Stolii? Chris, I want some of that fantastic fruit juice wine. And we need to find some way to smuggle it in because my daddy is drinking it and not letting me have it. Sucktastic. Sushi. Neh. Really, gifts are not required, but if you're rich and wondering what to get me, there are some ideas.
4. Find a way to convince parents that it's okay for me to sleepover places Saturday nights, esp. if I don't have work on Sundays so much anymore (YAY!).
5. Have study sessions with friends, because that's really the only social gathering I can do during the week.
6. Find a way to dye my hair purple with it being able to be styled so it won't show for OH work. I want my hair to be pretty again. I miss it.
7. Find a way to convince parents that I still deserve help from them even if I go out to MA for graduation (and vacation. And to see Swan and Kitch and Tiffany and Gabe and Kat and everyone else.). Because right now Mom's like "If you can afford $200 to get out to MA and back, you obviously don't need our help." Bitch. I really need to figure this one out. Open for suggestions.
8. Get more sleep.
9. Have more me-time.
That's it. Plus the normal earthly things like homework and work and all that jazz. W00t.
2. More physical touch. I am getting depressed again, at least a few things will help this, and one of them is being around other touchy feely people.
3. Tell everyone what I want for my birthday. Well.
...Money. Or a pretty collar. Not pink. More money. A Gift Certificate to Hot Topic so I can go on a shopping spree... anything, really. Spending money. There seems to be this prevalent word here. Gee. I wonder. Oh. Hugs!! A pretty bottle of Stolii? Chris, I want some of that fantastic fruit juice wine. And we need to find some way to smuggle it in because my daddy is drinking it and not letting me have it. Sucktastic. Sushi. Neh. Really, gifts are not required, but if you're rich and wondering what to get me, there are some ideas.
4. Find a way to convince parents that it's okay for me to sleepover places Saturday nights, esp. if I don't have work on Sundays so much anymore (YAY!).
5. Have study sessions with friends, because that's really the only social gathering I can do during the week.
6. Find a way to dye my hair purple with it being able to be styled so it won't show for OH work. I want my hair to be pretty again. I miss it.
7. Find a way to convince parents that I still deserve help from them even if I go out to MA for graduation (and vacation. And to see Swan and Kitch and Tiffany and Gabe and Kat and everyone else.). Because right now Mom's like "If you can afford $200 to get out to MA and back, you obviously don't need our help." Bitch. I really need to figure this one out. Open for suggestions.
8. Get more sleep.
9. Have more me-time.
That's it. Plus the normal earthly things like homework and work and all that jazz. W00t.