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Honestly I just want the holidays to be over. I was so damn excited even willing to make the best of what I had and now I just don't even care. I tell my mom that I'm planning on coming up in a little over a week and what happens? she says "yeah we'll see." I'm like WTF, she goes "The place is a mess and its a lot of driving" WTF WTF WTF. I freaking quit, doesnt matter I'm not going to have any kind of decent christmas. Fuck the holidays, fuck the stupid snow, fuck the stupid commercials and 'holiday specials' the set you up for disapointment. Yeah thats honestly how I feel right now.