i´m ridculously in love
dammit dammit dammit!! i just closed one of the best AIM convos i´ve ever had with liam, and i meant to save it! ARGH!! i was turned on and completely in love. errr oh well at least i can remember it. gosh he is the sweetest, bestest thing. and so damn sexy...he told me what he was wearing and i just about melted. that boy can kill me in jeans and a black t-shirt. i still cant believe i got this lucky. the best was ¨i really do love you, you´re my baby¨ GOD. i miss him sooo much. he´s MY baby. he might call me later. its probably wont go through but its the thought that counts. i called him very very drunk last night and told him i was mad at him and then i felt lots better. and of course now i cant even remember being mad at him, even though its quite obvious that i was mad at everyone and everything in my last LJ entry. god god god i need him so much. now i need to go get some sleep though, since the last 2 nights i definitely did not get enough sleep. i am the happiest girl ever. XOXOXO