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SO. Liam's leaving today. big sighs all over. it still doesnt seem real...ha, it probly wont hit me for like a month that i wont be seeing him till January. and by then it'll be down to 5 months. i think the time'll pass fast. i know it will when im in spain. and probly this summer too. i DO have the most awesomest summer job in my opinion. baby-sitting these 2 absolute angels. i'm really excited...it doesnt start till july 1st though. i think i want to work at Arby's on the weekends and nights. i have to get another summer job, and i love arby's, and i'd get that great discount while i work there... :-P hehe sounds good to me. i should go pick up an appl. i'll do it later. I have to call Jamie and Eleanor today. hehehe jamie called me last night cause she was watching 'when harry met sally' and that is so one of our favorite movies! and i gotta ask el if i can stay w/ her in san francisco...
yes. san francisco. !! i want to go there, but the whole situation actually sucks. i just decided not to go to Texas and i cant get my tickets refunded, so i wasted $315 there... and now i gotta go to san fran to get my spanish visa and that'll be another $300. grrrr this is why i need two summer jobs!! :-P ah well... everything costs too much money!! and my boyfriend is leaving for the next 2 1/2 months!! ahhh why is he so motivated?!! stupid boot camp. stupid everything. this mxpx song pretty much sums it all up:
Today's the day you're leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind, I will bring you along
EVERYTHING SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE GONE!!
eh?? good song anyhow. mmm i think i'm gonna go eat breakfast. liam woke me up at 9 when he called but i've been in bed until now. it's summer, i'm allowed to be lazy right?? and i know i'm gonna be mopey for the next couple of days... who woulda thought that we were gonna hit it off this well?? only fucked up ppl date for a month in person and then try and stay together for 6 months while separated...i guess we're fucked up then... "WHY IS THE BEST THING FOR YOU ALWAYS THE WORST THING FOR ME?!!" yay nickleback. i'm in the kind of mood where no matter what song i listen to, it's gonna remind me of him... :-( :-( :-( whether its an 'i love you' song or an 'i hate you' song...either way...i'm feeling both right now. we always have had a love-hate relationship, leaning more towards hate hahaha. a nice healthy verbally abusive relationship. :-p LOL. dammit i miss that boy. shoot i really am fucked up!!! i'm gonna go eat, maybe go for a walk. my brain isnt getting enough oxygen--i'm turning into a puddle of nothingness over him. bleh momentary insanity as i fall for him some more hehe. ahhh!!
And it's like
Every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling way too damn good
Feelin' way too damn good
yes. san francisco. !! i want to go there, but the whole situation actually sucks. i just decided not to go to Texas and i cant get my tickets refunded, so i wasted $315 there... and now i gotta go to san fran to get my spanish visa and that'll be another $300. grrrr this is why i need two summer jobs!! :-P ah well... everything costs too much money!! and my boyfriend is leaving for the next 2 1/2 months!! ahhh why is he so motivated?!! stupid boot camp. stupid everything. this mxpx song pretty much sums it all up:
Today's the day you're leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind, I will bring you along
EVERYTHING SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE GONE!!
eh?? good song anyhow. mmm i think i'm gonna go eat breakfast. liam woke me up at 9 when he called but i've been in bed until now. it's summer, i'm allowed to be lazy right?? and i know i'm gonna be mopey for the next couple of days... who woulda thought that we were gonna hit it off this well?? only fucked up ppl date for a month in person and then try and stay together for 6 months while separated...i guess we're fucked up then... "WHY IS THE BEST THING FOR YOU ALWAYS THE WORST THING FOR ME?!!" yay nickleback. i'm in the kind of mood where no matter what song i listen to, it's gonna remind me of him... :-( :-( :-( whether its an 'i love you' song or an 'i hate you' song...either way...i'm feeling both right now. we always have had a love-hate relationship, leaning more towards hate hahaha. a nice healthy verbally abusive relationship. :-p LOL. dammit i miss that boy. shoot i really am fucked up!!! i'm gonna go eat, maybe go for a walk. my brain isnt getting enough oxygen--i'm turning into a puddle of nothingness over him. bleh momentary insanity as i fall for him some more hehe. ahhh!!
And it's like
Every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling way too damn good
Feelin' way too damn good