Mar 08, 2007 17:41
So many things today have made me so mad! I wanna throw down fisticuffs good lord. The worst thing was definitely some annoying art student who left paint all over the table I was sitting at which led to me getting paint on my favourite dress! UGH! I am gritting my teeth just typing this story.
Things That Need To Be Said
1. This tiptoeing around each other deal is so obvious. I wish we could be more open but I don't want that to happen again. I'm sorry I'm so weird.
2. If you don't put in effort, don't expect to get it back. But who am I kidding? I am the biggest doormat ever.
3. Snap out of it! I know I should be supporting you with your issues but it's so frustrating!
4. I don't know if you realize how crazy your hot/cold responses make me. It's so annoying that I can't figure out what you're thinking.
5. I hate feeling like I'm losing my best friend.
6. I wish you two would make up because you are kinda ruining how I pictured part of summer.
7. I hate how we idealize each other. But I can't help but entertain those thoughts so maybe the same goes for you. But maybe things will end up how we want them to. You never know.
8. Relax. There is nothing going on.