this is the last time...
i broke up with beth, mixed emotions are rushing through my mind and tearing at my heart. so bottoms up, ill drink to what God wants to do with me and teach me as a single guy who is about to start college. .. i am studying philosophy at ucf and i am excited about learning but i am going to need prayer for discernment as i am induldged in a world of crap that does not revolve around christ. i pray that God would guide me in my search for a church in orlando and as i plant myself in the christian clubs and what not at ucf. freakin any prayers would be greatly appreciated and what not. its weird im about to be at ucf in exactly one week, and my twin brother and best friend will be at usc on monday. two different sides of america, its gonna be insane. i sure am going to miss him and everyone else whom i might never see again. i went back to walton today, it was the first day of school, and i saw betty barnett my 10th grade world history teacher, we talked about the past, present, and future and it was just awesome to look back at my time in high school and be satisfied. i did some crazy stuff, and had a blast, and i actually miss high school already.in the past four years i have become a completley different person. for the record(because no one reads this anyway) i will miss all of my friends from walton and mount vernon. kyle pounders, kid from passion who lives in arkansas is coming to atlanta this week, so i will get to hang out with him, im excited cause we have not talked in about 5 months. i havent finished what im going to say but i need to sleep its 3 am and i have to get stuff done tomorrow. take care- ben