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take a turn for the worst. so many things are going wrong, and i am in a scramble. i wont quite explain what has happened because it is drastic and i dont want to involve anyone. but i am so tired of people lying to me... part two: so i graduated and my hat didnt work out for the best, i couldnt get that tassle to cooperate so i ended up making a big scene, which i guess was expected. so high school is over, and with it comes the end of the ben gilbert fan club, sorry ladies. senior year was amazing, i met some awesome people whom although i will probably never see again, i will never forget. farewell best friends for months. i cant believe it, i am so excited. i am so scared also, i have no idea what the next year holds for me, or even this summer. i quit my job at hollister informally, basically i have decided i am no longer going to show up for my shifts. hollister was "soooo high school and sooooo dramatic" so long cali dreaming, one last toast to club cali, this marks a remarkable conclusion to my life as an hco employee. i had some great times, but i am putting that all behind me. summer should be crazy. mitch, dizzle, and i are having our graduation party next tuesday: that is tentative as of currently. beths birthday is on friday, she is awesome. i love her. out to go swimming then were off to mitchs house for the next two days.