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just cause it's almost christmas.... that time of year of thinking about the past... and looking to the future.... i haven't really been writting in this thing.... its been a while.... ok... a really long while. hey. i've been busy. so some updates. i've been dating a guy.... heh i can't believe its gonna almost be 4 months.... yeah FOUR... i've never had a relationship, where i was seeing someone every single day, last this long.... WOW. lol but now it's winter and i'm thinking of the past... yes getting very nostalgic...... and looking to the future... i will be moving. to cap hill.. yay no more catching the midnight bus home from the clubs... i get to stay out all night... :-D YAY... lol my sister is having a baby girl... yeah... due in january..... i can't believe it i'm gonna be an uncle.. HA HA HA... kinda scary. i've actually been thinking about babies lately. how they look so cute... can't wait to meet Jasmine. that's what she's naming her. i can't believe she's only 15. gosh. yeah i'm tired.. heh... its late... was out at R-place.... got drunk.. :-D happy birthday to erin... though you don't read this .. heh. anything else new? oh yeah i'm really getting to like "Within Temptation". they actually started just a little bit before evanescence. sounds like sarah brightman mixed with evanescence.. absolutely love the lyrics.... like this song called Angels... heh just reminds me of my past.
Sparkling angel I believe
you are my savior
in my time of need.
Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
all of the whispers
the warning so clear.
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
no remorse cause I still remember.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel I couldn't see
your dark intentions
your feelings for me.
Fallen angel tell me why
what is the reason
the thought in your lie.
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
no remorse cause I still remember.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Could have been
forever,
now we're here
it's the end.
This world may have failed you
it doesn't give you reason why.
You could of chosen
a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Could have been
forever,
now we're here
it's the end
Sparkling angel I believe
you are my savior
in my time of need.
Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
all of the whispers
the warning so clear.
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
no remorse cause I still remember.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel I couldn't see
your dark intentions
your feelings for me.
Fallen angel tell me why
what is the reason
the thought in your lie.
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
no remorse cause I still remember.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Could have been
forever,
now we're here
it's the end.
This world may have failed you
it doesn't give you reason why.
You could of chosen
a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart
decieved me right from the start.
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise
and made me realize it was all just a lie.
Could have been
forever,
now we're here
it's the end