So yea....friday..
So I don't think i could be in any worse of a mood....i'm depressed for quite a few reasons....ugh....
So today work was the usual...blah..
Came home and napped...les called me and asked if i wanted her wings tix...i said yea...then called jen to go...and decided i didn't even want to go...it was already after 6...by the time i got ready and we got down there...it'd be shitty...we'd be late...it's raining...the usual...so we didn't go...
When i was at work...before i was leaving my grandma called me to tell me my aunt died...she was only sick for a month...and we just found out about it like 4 days ago...and she died this morning...it was like...my grandma's sister-in-law...grandpa's brother's wife....i remember going over her house when i was a kid...and them coming over our house when we moved here like 18 years ago...i have no idea how i remember the most random things...even as a really young kid...
I kinda wish i'd got to see her one last time...i haven't seen her since probably my senior year in high school for our family reunion...she lived in taylor...so it's not like it was around the block...and she was in her 60's or 70's...but still...i really liked her...for some reason i can hear her voice in my head and i can picture her just like she was the last time i saw her...
which brings me to an overall depressed day....cuz i remembered something so random...jen and i wanted to have a little drinking party at her house...and the last time i asked my mom to buy for me...we were at meijer's...and mikey's friend derek (the one who died) was walking out when we were...and his mom was buying him beer or something too...and we were talking in the parking lot about mikey's new system and stuff...that was probably the last real convo i had with him like 3 or 4 months ago...what a cool kid...
Mikey's gonna feel horrible when he asks where derek is...i wish that kid would get better...it's gonna be such a long road for him...we were just in canada partying for my birthday....work is definitely not as much fun...he always annoyed the shit out of me...but it was always for a laugh...so many random memories...way too many to list...
Well i feel a little better for venting...so many things have been on my mind lately...ugh...i'm glad i got home early tonight..jen and i had our little drinking party...we went meijering and got spaghetti and i made her dinner...lol..i'm gonna make an awesome husband soooon....lol she had like 6 glasses of cranberry and vodka...got so drunk she dropped her glass...then cut her hand up on the glass....lmfao...good times...i didn't drink anything tho...i know it's hard to believe i had like one beer...haha...so after i got her drunked mess cleaned up...she washed the dishes with her cut up hand....we watched.."chitty chitty bang bang"...lmfao..gay ass movie...we only watched like a half hour of it...felt like 6 hours...lmao...and then she sorta passed out...haha...so then i left...and here i am at home....blah...i shoulda gone out...but i didn't feel like it...i was supposed to go to ram's horn and visit some ppl...but it's too far to drive...so i'm gonna holla up at bed...blah...i hope tomorrow is a better day.... nite y'all.
So today work was the usual...blah..
Came home and napped...les called me and asked if i wanted her wings tix...i said yea...then called jen to go...and decided i didn't even want to go...it was already after 6...by the time i got ready and we got down there...it'd be shitty...we'd be late...it's raining...the usual...so we didn't go...
When i was at work...before i was leaving my grandma called me to tell me my aunt died...she was only sick for a month...and we just found out about it like 4 days ago...and she died this morning...it was like...my grandma's sister-in-law...grandpa's brother's wife....i remember going over her house when i was a kid...and them coming over our house when we moved here like 18 years ago...i have no idea how i remember the most random things...even as a really young kid...
I kinda wish i'd got to see her one last time...i haven't seen her since probably my senior year in high school for our family reunion...she lived in taylor...so it's not like it was around the block...and she was in her 60's or 70's...but still...i really liked her...for some reason i can hear her voice in my head and i can picture her just like she was the last time i saw her...
which brings me to an overall depressed day....cuz i remembered something so random...jen and i wanted to have a little drinking party at her house...and the last time i asked my mom to buy for me...we were at meijer's...and mikey's friend derek (the one who died) was walking out when we were...and his mom was buying him beer or something too...and we were talking in the parking lot about mikey's new system and stuff...that was probably the last real convo i had with him like 3 or 4 months ago...what a cool kid...
Mikey's gonna feel horrible when he asks where derek is...i wish that kid would get better...it's gonna be such a long road for him...we were just in canada partying for my birthday....work is definitely not as much fun...he always annoyed the shit out of me...but it was always for a laugh...so many random memories...way too many to list...
Well i feel a little better for venting...so many things have been on my mind lately...ugh...i'm glad i got home early tonight..jen and i had our little drinking party...we went meijering and got spaghetti and i made her dinner...lol..i'm gonna make an awesome husband soooon....lol she had like 6 glasses of cranberry and vodka...got so drunk she dropped her glass...then cut her hand up on the glass....lmfao...good times...i didn't drink anything tho...i know it's hard to believe i had like one beer...haha...so after i got her drunked mess cleaned up...she washed the dishes with her cut up hand....we watched.."chitty chitty bang bang"...lmfao..gay ass movie...we only watched like a half hour of it...felt like 6 hours...lmao...and then she sorta passed out...haha...so then i left...and here i am at home....blah...i shoulda gone out...but i didn't feel like it...i was supposed to go to ram's horn and visit some ppl...but it's too far to drive...so i'm gonna holla up at bed...blah...i hope tomorrow is a better day.... nite y'all.