#3: No need to slip me uppers ill take em so you can take me!
I am confused and pissed at the same time right now, and quite frankly its all due to the female side of our species. Today i found out reasons why my friend who isnt talking to me, isnt talking to me, or at least what she told someone. I am not sure if it is the truth or not. She told a mutual friend of ours that I had called her a couple of times at night at it "worried her" or soemthing to that matter of idea. I know for a fact that these were in fact blatent drunk dials and the later ones, after she stopped talking to me, were just to she if she would pick up in the middle of the night. I am sorry but anything said in a drunk dial is to not be considered seriously, let alone its when you call to ask why she hasnt called you back when you forgot she was out of town. Holy shit people, what is wrong with the world, at least she could have called me and been like "Dude why you calling me this late?" Or something to that effect.
I dont know, maybe she is lying to our friend, a good possibility considering she is dating an abusive boyfried who knows i dont want them together. So maybe, quite possibly he is threatening her, or something to that effect, but i am fed up with worrying and not hearing from her. I shall leave one last message to her to say goodbye and not worry about it anymore, i cant help her if she wont let me and i cant be her friend if she wont let me.
I have done all i can and i cant take it anymore. I can not let people walk over me and take my friendship for granted anymore. People need to start understanding that me being their friend doesnt mean i can but run over time and time again. Sometimes i need to be picked up and helped out and i need feedback, and sometimes, though rare, i need help and most of the time i am way to proud to admit it or way to "busy" to also.
On two my second reason for being upset. A couple days ago i went on my alternate AIM name to find someone else i considered a close friend had put me on block. I was shocked that this person who i have helped out a lot in the 4 or 5 years i have known her would do such a thing. She has always had a bad habit of ditching me when she says she will do something with me and other things but this really was the straw that broke the camels back. So i instant messaged her telling her that i could tell that she obviously did not want to be a friend of mine considering how she treats me and then puts me on ignore, she was marked away at the time. So when i next come to my computer she had messaged me back, on my normal name, saying sorry and that she didnt remember doing it and that it was probly because she either didnt want to talk to me about something or didnt want me to yell at her for not coming to something that i asked her to come to and she said she would, something i have only done twice when i had been ditched two days in a row. Then she tells me i should call her!!!! I should call her!?!?! are you freaking kidding me? Fuck that. You call me, when something like this happens dont expect me to come running to you. I am tired of being treated like shit.
Anyway i am out. Peace
I dont know, maybe she is lying to our friend, a good possibility considering she is dating an abusive boyfried who knows i dont want them together. So maybe, quite possibly he is threatening her, or something to that effect, but i am fed up with worrying and not hearing from her. I shall leave one last message to her to say goodbye and not worry about it anymore, i cant help her if she wont let me and i cant be her friend if she wont let me.
I have done all i can and i cant take it anymore. I can not let people walk over me and take my friendship for granted anymore. People need to start understanding that me being their friend doesnt mean i can but run over time and time again. Sometimes i need to be picked up and helped out and i need feedback, and sometimes, though rare, i need help and most of the time i am way to proud to admit it or way to "busy" to also.
On two my second reason for being upset. A couple days ago i went on my alternate AIM name to find someone else i considered a close friend had put me on block. I was shocked that this person who i have helped out a lot in the 4 or 5 years i have known her would do such a thing. She has always had a bad habit of ditching me when she says she will do something with me and other things but this really was the straw that broke the camels back. So i instant messaged her telling her that i could tell that she obviously did not want to be a friend of mine considering how she treats me and then puts me on ignore, she was marked away at the time. So when i next come to my computer she had messaged me back, on my normal name, saying sorry and that she didnt remember doing it and that it was probly because she either didnt want to talk to me about something or didnt want me to yell at her for not coming to something that i asked her to come to and she said she would, something i have only done twice when i had been ditched two days in a row. Then she tells me i should call her!!!! I should call her!?!?! are you freaking kidding me? Fuck that. You call me, when something like this happens dont expect me to come running to you. I am tired of being treated like shit.
Anyway i am out. Peace