ok... so here's the thing
hehe about time i updated!!!
I'm not loving my life at the moment - not hating it either but you know things could always be better.
I have a huge secret...well it's not that huge but could potentially fuck alot of things up.
Anyway...enough of the stuff i can't say.
Lately i've been having a shit time at work. GOt moved to a bigger client and they are way less organised than the smaller client i loved working for. Yeah i am earning a little more money but still it's not like i'm earning heaps.
I don't care about the money anyway... all i wanted was to get a house (about to buy) and some experience (got all i can get) and move on.
So i've set myself some short goals.
-next break - (2 weeks time) sign all the papers to buy a house.
-christmas- go to the UK :) - the length of time i'm actually going to be able to stay there has serious shortened but as long as i have money after i buy this house then i'm still going.
-January- Buy a car ... at this very moment i want it to be a wrangler. they are such cute little 4wds but very powerful and all i want/need for my intended future
-Feb- Get my scuba diving ticket
Quit this job in march... so all the while i'll be looking for jobs.
I'm missing my friends overseas more than my friends here... em,pat and fe :D i'd so much prefer to be in the uk right now.
When i go home on my break all my friends bitch to me about how the other is beign annoying or a bitch or something. I mean come on... we're all above the age of 21 ... why are they acting like teenagers. I've never been a fan of chicks like that...so i think i'm moving on from those ones.
The other thing is... i am busy when i'm home cause i've got bills to pay, Marine work to do <3<3 and up until the weekend i had hockey too.
I don't know... my friends just don't seem to understand what its like to have a fun time "career" not a casual fast food food time job.
Oh well... i'm not really down... just kinda meh... i know i could easily just hop on a plane and make it all better with some cuddles from my lvoe!! ;)
hehe but... the whole reason i came into this was to set myself up a little.
Use this house and the next one i buy as investments and then i can do whatever i want.
I hope it works out... i feel like i've worked too hard for it not to... or for me to get stuck in this crazy life.
Hmm that wasn't a very exciting update... but i'm in a weird mood at the moment. I'm very strongly considering giving up alcohol - not because i've been drinking too much lately - in fact i've almost stopped anyway. But just beacause.
I am worried about something... and to me it feels major... a trip to the dr would probably sort it out in like ten minutes but... sometimes you just know
Music wise... i'm recording! i've had enough of waiting around for band members.. i'm just recording... might be a bit crap and seemingly alot slower but nothing ever got done when the band tried. haha so... i know now i'll have a song or two by the end of the year... with or without the band.
ah well.. that's me for now
I'm not loving my life at the moment - not hating it either but you know things could always be better.
I have a huge secret...well it's not that huge but could potentially fuck alot of things up.
Anyway...enough of the stuff i can't say.
Lately i've been having a shit time at work. GOt moved to a bigger client and they are way less organised than the smaller client i loved working for. Yeah i am earning a little more money but still it's not like i'm earning heaps.
I don't care about the money anyway... all i wanted was to get a house (about to buy) and some experience (got all i can get) and move on.
So i've set myself some short goals.
-next break - (2 weeks time) sign all the papers to buy a house.
-christmas- go to the UK :) - the length of time i'm actually going to be able to stay there has serious shortened but as long as i have money after i buy this house then i'm still going.
-January- Buy a car ... at this very moment i want it to be a wrangler. they are such cute little 4wds but very powerful and all i want/need for my intended future
-Feb- Get my scuba diving ticket
Quit this job in march... so all the while i'll be looking for jobs.
I'm missing my friends overseas more than my friends here... em,pat and fe :D i'd so much prefer to be in the uk right now.
When i go home on my break all my friends bitch to me about how the other is beign annoying or a bitch or something. I mean come on... we're all above the age of 21 ... why are they acting like teenagers. I've never been a fan of chicks like that...so i think i'm moving on from those ones.
The other thing is... i am busy when i'm home cause i've got bills to pay, Marine work to do <3<3 and up until the weekend i had hockey too.
I don't know... my friends just don't seem to understand what its like to have a fun time "career" not a casual fast food food time job.
Oh well... i'm not really down... just kinda meh... i know i could easily just hop on a plane and make it all better with some cuddles from my lvoe!! ;)
hehe but... the whole reason i came into this was to set myself up a little.
Use this house and the next one i buy as investments and then i can do whatever i want.
I hope it works out... i feel like i've worked too hard for it not to... or for me to get stuck in this crazy life.
Hmm that wasn't a very exciting update... but i'm in a weird mood at the moment. I'm very strongly considering giving up alcohol - not because i've been drinking too much lately - in fact i've almost stopped anyway. But just beacause.
I am worried about something... and to me it feels major... a trip to the dr would probably sort it out in like ten minutes but... sometimes you just know
Music wise... i'm recording! i've had enough of waiting around for band members.. i'm just recording... might be a bit crap and seemingly alot slower but nothing ever got done when the band tried. haha so... i know now i'll have a song or two by the end of the year... with or without the band.
ah well.. that's me for now