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life is horrible and i want my evrything to be simple again. i guess it never was to begin with but i always hoped it would get there some day. i dont want to be in a relationship with jason beyond friendship, but evryone says that i'm ruining abbys life, how is that worse than living in a house where ppl are constantly fighting and going crazy at each other isnt any healthier. i've lived in both situations and i would NEVER do that to her. i would rather we be friend or at least on speaking terms than to scream and fight and have him continue to break shit! why is that so hard for ppl to understand!