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so i think the only times i eer write in here is either when im in a reallly good mood or an extremely shitty mood and toda it jus happens to be the extremely shitty mood. i think im just fed up that noting ever seems to go my way. and by that i mean im having guy troubles!!! ah i dont get why guys have to be so weird, but then again ive been acting pretty weird myself latey. i dont know if its cuz of where i am or if its b/c i have my period lol....but im def not acting like me, and im kinda wondering if other ppl can tell. im jus gonna go right to the point and be blunt about instead of what i usually do in this livejournal. i like steve, and its weird...hes weird and i dont know what to do about it!!!! tonight i hung out with sarah and stacy, and yea steve was there. i go in and sit next to him and ryan was like "ooh steves woman is here" and we talked a bit and shit...then he gets up a leaves and stands at the complete other end of the room for basically the whole night. he lookedat me maybe twice, and since hes being weird then i start to act weird....and its this endless cycle....and i just dont know what to do. i hate stressing about things that i cant change or dont know how to change....i just dont know what to do so if anyone has any suggestions plz tell me. theres way more to this......but thats jus recently what happened. is it weird that i cant be myself around him....haha i tihnk im going to be come a NUN!
so basically to sum this up all guys are shady and suck...well not really but
ah it jus sucks so much...b/c i actaully did have a good day today, but things like this make the whole day seem hoorible :(
so i think the only times i eer write in here is either when im in a reallly good mood or an extremely shitty mood and toda it jus happens to be the extremely shitty mood. i think im just fed up that noting ever seems to go my way. and by that i mean im having guy troubles!!! ah i dont get why guys have to be so weird, but then again ive been acting pretty weird myself latey. i dont know if its cuz of where i am or if its b/c i have my period lol....but im def not acting like me, and im kinda wondering if other ppl can tell. im jus gonna go right to the point and be blunt about instead of what i usually do in this livejournal. i like steve, and its weird...hes weird and i dont know what to do about it!!!! tonight i hung out with sarah and stacy, and yea steve was there. i go in and sit next to him and ryan was like "ooh steves woman is here" and we talked a bit and shit...then he gets up a leaves and stands at the complete other end of the room for basically the whole night. he lookedat me maybe twice, and since hes being weird then i start to act weird....and its this endless cycle....and i just dont know what to do. i hate stressing about things that i cant change or dont know how to change....i just dont know what to do so if anyone has any suggestions plz tell me. theres way more to this......but thats jus recently what happened. is it weird that i cant be myself around him....haha i tihnk im going to be come a NUN!
so basically to sum this up all guys are shady and suck...well not really but
ah it jus sucks so much...b/c i actaully did have a good day today, but things like this make the whole day seem hoorible :(