If you're going to lose, you might as well make money at it

[sareah]

SO, I received 6, count 'em six, emails saying I didn't get the government job.

I guess it would be just in case I didn't get the other five!

I knew I didn't get it a long time ago, but stupid me still had hope. This hurts bad, surprisinly so. I am going to go cry now...