breathe your innocence to me
I m soo exhausted.
I've spent most of my day freaking out about it. I am way prepared. My DVR counselor and I went over possible questions Thursday and I've had over 30 bazillion mock interviews before (I did go to business school. But that was back when I knew who I was. I want my confidence back.
i did make Bro Mac give me a blessing. It made me feel somewhat better. I guess I'm just afraid. Afraid I will do my best but it won't be enough. My best has been so not enough for a long time now. I feel a break down coming on. I am so afraid I won't get it, but I'm also afraid I will. Can I handle it? Can I have a job and live on my own and not go downhill health-wise?
I guess I need the faith I used to have.
On a lighter note happy 21st to my bro! My mom got a chocolate-raspberry cake from Larsen's Bakery: good stuff.
I've spent most of my day freaking out about it. I am way prepared. My DVR counselor and I went over possible questions Thursday and I've had over 30 bazillion mock interviews before (I did go to business school. But that was back when I knew who I was. I want my confidence back.
i did make Bro Mac give me a blessing. It made me feel somewhat better. I guess I'm just afraid. Afraid I will do my best but it won't be enough. My best has been so not enough for a long time now. I feel a break down coming on. I am so afraid I won't get it, but I'm also afraid I will. Can I handle it? Can I have a job and live on my own and not go downhill health-wise?
I guess I need the faith I used to have.
On a lighter note happy 21st to my bro! My mom got a chocolate-raspberry cake from Larsen's Bakery: good stuff.