all my life

Oct 10, 2006 16:12

Today I discovered BookCloseouts.com.

12 books later. I'm done. For the moment! i just love cheap books!

I need to tighten the breaks on my manual wheelchair. They have stopped working and transfers on a moving chair are nearly impossible!

Physical therapy was good...relaxing...except the receptionist made me cry in shame because she told me about ow highly Reid (my PT) regarded me and I thought he had forsaken me...he didn't. At least, I hid it from him,but not her. Stupid emotions.

I am going to the temple tonight with my ward, and I get to take a job fit test thingy all day tomorrow, so no work I was going to do work this afternoon,but I bought books instead. Opps!

Last night, we went to the golfing range for FHE and I finally feel I have real friends (too bad they're all not in the ward!) Usually, in my fragile state I sit in the corner and watch... I was so not like that in Utah -- I always joined in -- I always had help. But here I am the freak in the wheelchair. I just watch. I have adjusted... but last night my friends put me out there and i hit a golf ball. Not well, but I was included and I felt really loved. I miss that.

shame, pt, crying, friends, tests, books, love, wheelchair

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