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This is in no way going to be as good as the entry that just got deleted and at anyother time I would jsut say fuck it and call someone to rant instead. But that's exactly what this is about.
I am jobless. I got an offer to work for this really nice rich family in phonix and therefore, put my two weeks notice in at target (of course there were interviews and such I didn't just decide to up and leave.) So , I put it in tuesday and said I would work till the following saturday... three days short of a full two weeks. I was then told I was burning my bridges and that they would never rehire me and so pretty much I cannot put them as a reference even though I fucking pulled 16 hour shifts for them and was their total bitch. cse la vie. Still I finished what I said I would which I think makes me the bigger person because they were pretty much telling me that no matter what I wasn't going to get a good reference. But I didn't I finished. So, anyways I start working for this family who seem really nice, they're really strict christians and their children don't go to real school and are very controled by the mother and of course their daughter (4) did tell me "daddy spanks us with the belt" and all that but hey I was going to make it work. The benefits were great along with the pay and hours. All I can really say is that It was going along perfect the kids and mother REALLY liked me and everything was going well. When I got there on Wednesday I told her I would be able to work the rest of the week and that everything had worked out. She went over my schedule with me for the next 2 months and I was very excited. She then had me fill oout this piece of paper which I assumed was for the car insurance which asked me what medications I was on. And at this very moment I knew something bad was going to happen. Anyways, I left it on the counter and she took me to the kids swimming lessons. She dropped us off there and she was talking about making me a member of the gym on their plan. She went back home and came an hour later to pick us up at which point handed me $100 and sent me on my way saying they reconsidered. It didn't even hit me until I was halfway to the bus stop that "FUCK SHE LOOKED UP MY MEDS!" Now everyone says how horrible of a person she is and all that but serisously if you look up lamictal I mean just type it into google with a minute of searching you'll find "Episode In bipolar disorder, a period of either mania or depression that may last for hours, days, weeks, or even months. Hallucination Something seen, heard, felt, tasted, or smelled that is not really there. " And honestly if I was having a stranger watch my kids for overnighters and stuff would not like them to have the possibility of having hallucinations either. I see that she did it terribly wrong but hey when you are under educated about these things... things tend to happen badly.
So anyways me=unemployed=screwed
So, anyways I put on my best clothes and walked all over town today looking for a job...again. And I find myself at "Gay Denny's" which is an amazing place in and of itself but I'm like why the fuck not. Okay people within 10 minutes I have gone through and have an interview with the hiring manager tomorrow. I'm sorry but isn't that really good? Wouldn't you be excited for me???? Yeah tell my parents that.... And I know mom is stressed and I know she feels bad but still. STILL. It's like I don't even exist anymore I try to talk to my siblings, m,y parents, do I even have an extended family? nope... no one. And my friends well they're all really busy too. I'm not the only one trying to make my life easier in the long run. PS Rachel amazing job getting into the program.... and thanks for texting me about what's happening at work you have NO IDEA how nice it is just to hear about your life... even though that bitch needs stiches... ily. And Renee thank you so much for that text the other day really made me lol for a minute and then I was happy. Jen girl you keep me sane sometimes lol thanks for coming to my aid the night I found out... that was a hella lot of help! And don't even get me started on how amazing Quinn A. Warwick is to me. Oh fuck it I'm just feeling sorry for myself... blah. Everyone is busy I guess I just never noticed because I was busy too...
Oh well.
ilyguys
And if it's not too much a hassle... go ahead and give me a call.. I could really use it.
I am jobless. I got an offer to work for this really nice rich family in phonix and therefore, put my two weeks notice in at target (of course there were interviews and such I didn't just decide to up and leave.) So , I put it in tuesday and said I would work till the following saturday... three days short of a full two weeks. I was then told I was burning my bridges and that they would never rehire me and so pretty much I cannot put them as a reference even though I fucking pulled 16 hour shifts for them and was their total bitch. cse la vie. Still I finished what I said I would which I think makes me the bigger person because they were pretty much telling me that no matter what I wasn't going to get a good reference. But I didn't I finished. So, anyways I start working for this family who seem really nice, they're really strict christians and their children don't go to real school and are very controled by the mother and of course their daughter (4) did tell me "daddy spanks us with the belt" and all that but hey I was going to make it work. The benefits were great along with the pay and hours. All I can really say is that It was going along perfect the kids and mother REALLY liked me and everything was going well. When I got there on Wednesday I told her I would be able to work the rest of the week and that everything had worked out. She went over my schedule with me for the next 2 months and I was very excited. She then had me fill oout this piece of paper which I assumed was for the car insurance which asked me what medications I was on. And at this very moment I knew something bad was going to happen. Anyways, I left it on the counter and she took me to the kids swimming lessons. She dropped us off there and she was talking about making me a member of the gym on their plan. She went back home and came an hour later to pick us up at which point handed me $100 and sent me on my way saying they reconsidered. It didn't even hit me until I was halfway to the bus stop that "FUCK SHE LOOKED UP MY MEDS!" Now everyone says how horrible of a person she is and all that but serisously if you look up lamictal I mean just type it into google with a minute of searching you'll find "Episode In bipolar disorder, a period of either mania or depression that may last for hours, days, weeks, or even months. Hallucination Something seen, heard, felt, tasted, or smelled that is not really there. " And honestly if I was having a stranger watch my kids for overnighters and stuff would not like them to have the possibility of having hallucinations either. I see that she did it terribly wrong but hey when you are under educated about these things... things tend to happen badly.
So anyways me=unemployed=screwed
So, anyways I put on my best clothes and walked all over town today looking for a job...again. And I find myself at "Gay Denny's" which is an amazing place in and of itself but I'm like why the fuck not. Okay people within 10 minutes I have gone through and have an interview with the hiring manager tomorrow. I'm sorry but isn't that really good? Wouldn't you be excited for me???? Yeah tell my parents that.... And I know mom is stressed and I know she feels bad but still. STILL. It's like I don't even exist anymore I try to talk to my siblings, m,y parents, do I even have an extended family? nope... no one. And my friends well they're all really busy too. I'm not the only one trying to make my life easier in the long run. PS Rachel amazing job getting into the program.... and thanks for texting me about what's happening at work you have NO IDEA how nice it is just to hear about your life... even though that bitch needs stiches... ily. And Renee thank you so much for that text the other day really made me lol for a minute and then I was happy. Jen girl you keep me sane sometimes lol thanks for coming to my aid the night I found out... that was a hella lot of help! And don't even get me started on how amazing Quinn A. Warwick is to me. Oh fuck it I'm just feeling sorry for myself... blah. Everyone is busy I guess I just never noticed because I was busy too...
Oh well.
ilyguys
And if it's not too much a hassle... go ahead and give me a call.. I could really use it.