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i hate silence. tonight i was driving home and i had a really bad headache so i turned off the music. i got really nervous and uncomfortable. it was really weird. nothing was going on to distract me it was just pure silence. i know people say silence is golden, but silence scares me for some reason. well, silence when you're alone. if that makes any sense. my thoughts were just pouring out and i started thinking of things that ive put out of my mind with good reason. i dont think im completely comfortable with who i am yet. i mean obviously im not, if i cant even sit in my car alone with my thoughts. maybe ill find out what it is about myself that bothers me and ill try to change it, i dont know i think im going crazy haha. im just so stressed out right now and everything that happens im freaking out about it. ugh i cant take it. i dont have anything else to say